Trying to fit in as an autist costs me too much mental energy.

[Deleted member 24589]

My clinical depression makes me unbearable to be around and i cant bear being around people. No motivation just living life on autopilot. I tried to boost my confidence with stims but the comedown broke me completely. Made me wanna rope bad.

 

[Danish_Retard]

It's like having to meditate while focusing on other stuff too

extremely mentally draining