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Zephir
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A few years ago, I had a girlfriend, and also a close friend who we were really close.
Back then, I was pretty carefree and foolish. I was only 15 or 16 years old; I wasn’t mature at all. It was 2017–2018.
My relationship with my girlfriend ended because of something stupid, and with my friend, it was a matter of foolish masculinity and competition.
Even though almost ten years have passed, my life remains trapped in that period, because during that time I lived through and went through a lot (the years flew by).
For the past 3 or 2 years, guilt has been eating away at me, because on top of being stupid, I was pretty mean, pretty much an idiot. I have constant nightmares, and I feel like the past won’t let me move forward. In a few more months, I’ll be moving to another country, but I still feel guilty for not being able to leave the past behind.
I thought about trying to contact those people, to talk, to move past it.
What would you do?
Back then, I was pretty carefree and foolish. I was only 15 or 16 years old; I wasn’t mature at all. It was 2017–2018.
My relationship with my girlfriend ended because of something stupid, and with my friend, it was a matter of foolish masculinity and competition.
Even though almost ten years have passed, my life remains trapped in that period, because during that time I lived through and went through a lot (the years flew by).
For the past 3 or 2 years, guilt has been eating away at me, because on top of being stupid, I was pretty mean, pretty much an idiot. I have constant nightmares, and I feel like the past won’t let me move forward. In a few more months, I’ll be moving to another country, but I still feel guilty for not being able to leave the past behind.
I thought about trying to contact those people, to talk, to move past it.
What would you do?
