Turning 30 next month is turning me crazy. I can't think about anything else...

SecularIslamist

SecularIslamist

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My mind is totally occupied by this thought. I LITERALLY cannot think about anything else. Every waking hour it's running through my head. I'm having trouble sleep. It's not the fact about turning 30 that is the issue itself, it's the fact I missed out on so much that gets me.


I've been a rotter in my 20s glued to my phone / computer in my room. I tried to do something in my mid-20s but the Jewish flu and working from home only made it worse. Life flashforwarded ever since. Factor in I was raised in fucking village in the north of England as a deathnic with an average age of fucking 80.

I'm serious I never even attempted to ascend until I turned 28 ( just before I joined this website). I really don't know why it took me that long to realise I was sleepwalking into lifelong inceldom. I thought online dating would liberate me. I was fully aware of how brutal it was but I felt my stats weren't bad at all (except height). But I only digged myself another hole.

Tagging oldcels (mid-20+)
@JohnDoe @Gengar @Heatmiser @Shahnameh @Zizou @ihatereddit
@MoggerGaston
 
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You failed at life and so did I
 
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Tagging oldcels (mid-20+)
@JohnDoe @Gengar @Heatmiser @Shahnameh @Zizou @ihatereddit
@MoggerGaston
I'm older than all those I tagged. I'm literally the only fucking wizard here!

These are the oldest guys I can think of except @Amnesia @alien @negativetiltedheart but these guys are ascended anyway. Amnesias just a narcy nigga.
 
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You failed at life and so did I
No. I only failed in getting a woman. I have everything going for me. Yes my height could be better etc.. But it doesn't matter. Guys leagues below me are fucking women I would dream about. I don't care how it happened anymore, but it happened. There is no justice or injustice. It's just the way it is.
 
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You are aware that this is the case only because you were raised in the Anglo country and brainwashed by the Anglocucks, right?
No men in any morally and mentally sane culture is conserned with turning 30 and men have been marrying younger girls since the dawn of history.
 
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How about you don't waste more time into useless mental masturbation and actually start living? You've wasted 20's now what? 30's to go down the drain? And when you reach 40's you'd feel the same about what you've wasted in 30's?

Recognize the pattern and break off of it
 
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No. I only failed in getting a woman.
I failed at getting a woman. I'm 26 years old incel/escortcel
No social circle. Only one friend
Working at factory for minimum wage since 2018
Guys leagues below me are fucking women I would dream about. I don't care how it happened anymore, but it happened.
They are NT with good social media presence
 
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Thank you for the eye opening words UNC. Makes me realize I need to do something rn I’m my 20s before it’s too late. Any recommendations?
 
You are aware that this is the case only because you were raised in the Anglo country and brainwashed by the Anglocucks, right?
I'm fully aware far too aware.
No men in any morally and mentally sane culture is conserned with turning 30 and men have been marrying younger girls since the dawn of history.
My father never should have immigrated here. Rn I've decided if I do ascend (somehow) it will be by becoming a passport bro. I never chose this. But I have no option. I can get younger, better looking, feminine and egoistic/narcy in literally any non-western country.

I failed at getting a woman. I'm 26 years old incel/escortcel
No social circle. Only one friend
Working at factory for minimum wage since 2018
This is more brutal than me tbh.
They are NT with good social media presence
Exactly the opposite of me. I never had social media. Serious.

Thank you for the eye opening words UNC. Makes me realize I need to do something rn I’m my 20s before it’s too late. Any recommendations?
Have you taken what you need from this website? Okay. Now delete account.

This is my advice. Serious. Yes I'm being a hypocrite since I rot here, but a helpful one.
 
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Have you taken what you need from this website? Okay. Now delete account.

This is my advice. Serious. Yes I'm being a hypocrite since I rot here, but a helpful one.
I have not done much since joining but I like to spend time here since I relate to some. That’s not bad advice tho thanks
 
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I never had social media.
OVER. Social media pill is crucial. I only have 32 followers almost all male. It's finished.
Only dudes that don't have a social media presence are social outcasts so if you don't have social media presence foids deduce you're an outcast just based of that. I will be making more threads about social media pill on this forum now that i have joined.
It's the most underrated pill
 
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Just implement some abundance mindset bro.
 
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Idk u were a oldcel but at this point jus get arangef mariage
 
OVER. Social media pill is crucial. I only have 32 followers almost all male. It's finished.
Only dudes that don't have a social media presence are social outcasts so if you don't have social media presence foids deduce you're an outcast just based of that. I will be making more threads about social media pill on this forum now that i have joined.
It's the most underrated pill
Well I grew up before social media was pervasive in everyone's lives. But I'll admit everyone still did have it. But even then social media (mostly Facebook) you just really added your friends and classmates. Not randomers.

I can remember being in a lecture hall back in 2014. The lecturer asked us to put our hands up if we don't have Facebook in an experiment. I was sat in the front and couldn't see behind me. I was the only one who put my hands up out of like 150 people. It was embarrassing as fuck. The lecturer tried to virtue signal, but then he made a light joke and said "you must be missing out on all the parties".

Idk u were a oldcel but at this point jus get arangef mariage
No chance. But this is something I recommend for other people. However I have too many complications to consider this. For my nationality I literally have Chad status. I can probably get top 1% if I went this route. But it would cost me too much pride. I've always patronised my older sister and looked down on her for doing this. I regret it deeply. Because at the end of the day she is happy / married / has kids and I'm not. Maybe it's karma.
 
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I’ll be you next year. But I’m not preoccupied with aging. At least not in that sense.
 
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You're still young and have plenty of time.

Just come up with long term goals of where you want to be when you're 40 and 50 and work towards that.
 
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30 is still incredibly young. Regardless, there's no point fretting over what you didn't do in the past. You should be thinking about how you have all this experience to use now as a foundation for making the most of your future. In truth, plenty would kill to be in your position.
 
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I’m exactly a year older than you, turning 31 next month.

I too wasted my entire 20s after college, but 30 has actually been an improvement, I’ve done a lot of cool shit this year and for what it’s worth I still match with prime HTB+, actually now more than ever. My only problem is that I’m never around girls socially but that’s nothing new, that’s been a problem for 5+ (really almost 10) years. Age is just a number, you have nothing new to worry about.
 
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