Rabbi
Tel Aviv, Israel
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It's Saturday and I invited two friends over for a small get together ( one male and one female). I thought this would be a nice little get together where we drink a bit and talk about stuff. I kinda got a crush on the girl and i thought this would be a great way to get to know each other better. They guy and the girl are laying on my bed while I sit on my chair watching the movie. A few hours later i hear kissing noises from my bed. But I'm too afraid to look. I go outside cause my depression is getting the better of me. After around 20 my mother tells me I shouldn't leave the guests alone. They also come outside and tell me to go inside. So I do. Now I'm here and I hear the faint noise of the girl moaning. I can see from the corner of my eye that the girl is twitching and they are kissing as well as the guys hand inside her pants. This has been going on for 30 mins now. And I can't leave cause then it will be weird. And my depression is really kicking in. What the fuck am I supposed to do?.
Ps: I'm sorry if this doesn't belong in this subreddit. But its making me quite angry and I really needed for someone/anyone to hear.
Update: I managed to get out of the room. Went for a long walk. And when I came back they were already asleep. I then spent a good few hours hiding in my bathtub. Btw thank you for all of you who messaged me during this time. After a while they woke up and found me in the bathtub. And I learned that the girl Is missing a pretty big chunk of the night. Idk if she remembers what they did together but I don't think she does. (Also there were no apologies or even a sign that they acknowledged my embarrassment). Anyway I don't know what i should do know? Do i ask or tell her? Do I report this? Should I have done something to prevent the possible rape?
Ps: I'm sorry if this doesn't belong in this subreddit. But its making me quite angry and I really needed for someone/anyone to hear.
Update: I managed to get out of the room. Went for a long walk. And when I came back they were already asleep. I then spent a good few hours hiding in my bathtub. Btw thank you for all of you who messaged me during this time. After a while they woke up and found me in the bathtub. And I learned that the girl Is missing a pretty big chunk of the night. Idk if she remembers what they did together but I don't think she does. (Also there were no apologies or even a sign that they acknowledged my embarrassment). Anyway I don't know what i should do know? Do i ask or tell her? Do I report this? Should I have done something to prevent the possible rape?
