Unable to access my full mind

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My neurochemistry is so fucked

I seem to always operate on a base level where I just allow my mind to roam on autopilot and I’m kind of mediocre at everything

But if I’m doing something interesting to me sometimes I enter a state of extreme intelligence and clarity

But the other 99% of the time I can’t access this state and I’m just content being a zombie in a fog

The fog has gotten much worse since Ive been on finasteride but I can’t stop taking that so that’s even more brutal

 

[inversions]

d-meth

 

[unowkn]

My neurochemistry is so fucked

I seem to always operate on a base level where I just allow my mind to roam on autopilot and I’m kind of mediocre at everything

But if I’m doing something interesting to me sometimes I enter a state of extreme intelligence and clarity

But the other 99% of the time I can’t access this state and I’m just content being a zombie in a fog

The fog has gotten much worse since Ive been on finasteride but I can’t stop taking that so that’s even more brutal

aren't both, a state of autopilot? do they necessarily have to differ from eachother?

 

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Stimulants:

 

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aren't both, a state of autopilot? do they necessarily have to differ from eachother?

I mean when I’m thinking at the lower level I don’t really make any effort when I’m thinking at a higher level I feel compelled to make effort

 

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Stimulants:

My stomach can’t tolerate any

 

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I mean when I’m thinking at the lower level I don’t really make any effort when I’m thinking at a higher level I feel compelled to make effort

i think it's about giving the subconcious a target it cares about, and that's where they would slightly differ

 

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being aware of this "fog" is already a great first step, most are mindless zombies!!!

 

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BEING AWARE OF THE AUTOPILOT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING!!

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

d-meth

If I did drugs like meth, I would probably be in jail, prison, or a mental hospital by now.

 

[unowkn]

everyone has this fog, by being aware of it, you are no longer in this fog, since you and the fog are now two distinct beings, because of the fact that u recognized it in the first place

 

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everyone has this fog, by being aware of it, you are no longer in this fog, since you and the fog are now two distinct beings, because of the fact that u recognized it in the first place

identifying something automatically distincts you from it!!

 

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identifying something automatically distincts you from it!!

the "you" from the "it", it's just a distinction , the "you" would be not the "it"

 

[soulless_npc]

This is the way I feel after my neurochemistry got fucked by meds