Unable to sleep

[Jesus_ist_König]

My life is pretty fucked but i try to be optimistic so the situation is okay since it will be better soon.

Im unable to sleep again. I know how low the probabilities of getting dismembered alive whilst sleeping in Europe are, yet im unable to fall asleep. My plushies dont help in any way since they wont defend me. My parents took my leather case knife away and i wont sleep with a knife without a case to not cut myself whilst sleeping. I dont know what to do. After all my years of being at professionals i realized that im just a number to them and they actually dont really care about me. I dont know what to do or what i will do.
@Brava @Niebvll @yyk117

 

[incomplete]

My life is pretty fucked

how old are you

 

[Brava]

Order some food , grab some plushies and pillows, grab your phone and enjoy the night with a movie

 

[Aerand]

I‘m sorry for you. I find myself to unable to sleep too sometimes, but probably not for the reasons you are. I wish you strength. What kind of plushies do you have?

 

[pony]

Wow yer back?

 

[jp212]

My life is pretty fucked but i try to be optimistic so the situation is okay since it will be better soon.

Im unable to sleep again. I know how low the probabilities of getting dismembered alive whilst sleeping in Europe are, yet im unable to fall asleep. My plushies dont help in any way since they wont defend me. My parents took my leather case knife away and i wont sleep with a knife without a case to not cut myself whilst sleeping. I dont know what to do. After all my years of being at professionals i realized that im just a number to them and they actually dont really care about me. I dont know what to do or what i will do.
@Brava @Niebvll @yyk117

get a machete and put it beside ur nightstand that will surely help

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Order some food , grab some plushies and pillows, grab your phone and enjoy the night with a movie

dude, im not allowed to have any digital devices i had to bypass a lot of stuff to be able to have some digital access withotu getting caught

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

get a machete and put it beside ur nightstand that will surely help

my parents dont let me go outside alone but ill try to find a spot for my knife

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

how old are you

17

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I‘m sorry for you. I find myself to unable to sleep too sometimes, but probably not for the reasons you are. I wish you strength. What kind of plushies do you have?

fluttershy, hedgehog and a bee

 

[incomplete]

17

we're the same age and i sleep well, i fucking sleepmog you mud

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Wow yer back?

kinda

 

[Aerand]

fluttershy, hedgehog and a bee

That’s cool, I have a grey Minecraft frog and a teddy bear that‘s probably a few years older than me.

 

[sonic55555]

Order some food , grab some plushies and pillows, grab your phone and enjoy the night with a movie

good guy brava

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

That’s cool, I have a grey Minecraft frog and a teddy bear that‘s probably a few years older than me.

nice

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

 

[pexy]

seems like your parents are holding you back

 

[jp212]

my parents dont let me go outside alone but ill try to find a spot for my knife

yea bro idk how to help you if ur situation is this fucked

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

if you die you go to hell btw

 

[Brava]

dude, im not allowed to have any digital devices i had to bypass a lot of stuff to be able to have some digital access withotu getting caught

Can you get some snacks tho ?

 

[jeremyy]

Get

My life is pretty fucked but i try to be optimistic so the situation is okay since it will be better soon.

Im unable to sleep again. I know how low the probabilities of getting dismembered alive whilst sleeping in Europe are, yet im unable to fall asleep. My plushies dont help in any way since they wont defend me. My parents took my leather case knife away and i wont sleep with a knife without a case to not cut myself whilst sleeping. I dont know what to do. After all my years of being at professionals i realized that im just a number to them and they actually dont really care about me. I dont know what to do or what i will do.
@Brava @Niebvll @yyk117

some scissors and use those as an alternative probably?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

if you die you go to hell btw

idk if hell exists

 

[sonic55555]

my poor little jik what are you scared of. theres no shadow monstrs and nobody who will dismember you

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Get

some scissors and use those as an alternative probably?

very good idea but cant the sharp tip of the scissors hurt me whilst putting them in the side of my underwear

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Can you get some snacks tho ?

i have no rights anymoer

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

my poor little jik what are you scared of. theres no shadow monstrs and nobody who will dismember you

I once saw a 13 year old get hacked into pieces -video- i dont want that to happen to me

 

[armemann]

idk if hell exists

insane character development hahahah

 

[iLdar]

aw little buddy tell me whats been happening in your life

 

[sonic55555]

I once saw a 13 year old get hacked into pieces -video- i dont want that to happen to me

cmoonn youre at home and youre not living in a savage jungle. why the fuck would that ever be a concern of yours

 

[armemann]

I once saw a 13 year old get hacked into pieces -video- i dont want that to happen to me

wont happen, nobody will break into your house especially not in germany and ESPECIALLY they wont fucking dismember you hahhahaha


you sound more schizophrenic then ever ngl

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

cmoonn youre at home and youre not living in a savage jungle. why the fuck would that ever be a concern of yours

my thoughts of scareness are irrational its true

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

wont happen, nobody will break into your house especially not in germany and ESPECIALLY they wont fucking dismember you hahhahaha


you sound more schizophrenic then ever ngl

ik

 

[iblamexyz]

My life is pretty fucked but i try to be optimistic so the situation is okay since it will be better soon.

Im unable to sleep again. I know how low the probabilities of getting dismembered alive whilst sleeping in Europe are, yet im unable to fall asleep. My plushies dont help in any way since they wont defend me. My parents took my leather case knife away and i wont sleep with a knife without a case to not cut myself whilst sleeping. I dont know what to do. After all my years of being at professionals i realized that im just a number to them and they actually dont really care about me. I dont know what to do or what i will do.
@Brava @Niebvll @yyk117

Pray

 

[sonic55555]

my thoughts of scareness are irrational its true

i dont think its good to watch gore, theyre making you paranoid

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Pray

i dont beleive in God anymore

 

[Brava]

i have no rights anymoer

What can you do ?

 

[armemann]

i dont beleive in God anymore

How come?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

How come?

Maybe irrational but at the same time rational idk

 

[Niebvll]

make a case

 

[Bat]

My life is pretty fucked but i try to be optimistic so the situation is okay since it will be better soon.

Im unable to sleep again. I know how low the probabilities of getting dismembered alive whilst sleeping in Europe are, yet im unable to fall asleep. My plushies dont help in any way since they wont defend me. My parents took my leather case knife away and i wont sleep with a knife without a case to not cut myself whilst sleeping. I dont know what to do. After all my years of being at professionals i realized that im just a number to them and they actually dont really care about me. I dont know what to do or what i will do.
@Brava @Niebvll @yyk117

Kontext? warum kannst du denn nicht schlafen oder handy benutzen?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Kontext? warum kannst du denn nicht schlafen oder handy benutzen?

Will ich nicht sagen

 

[Hemophylia]

My life is pretty fucked but i try to be optimistic so the situation is okay since it will be better soon.

Im unable to sleep again. I know how low the probabilities of getting dismembered alive whilst sleeping in Europe are, yet im unable to fall asleep. My plushies dont help in any way since they wont defend me. My parents took my leather case knife away and i wont sleep with a knife without a case to not cut myself whilst sleeping. I dont know what to do. After all my years of being at professionals i realized that im just a number to them and they actually dont really care about me. I dont know what to do or what i will do.
@Brava @Niebvll @yyk117

have you ever tried melatonin?