RAITEIII
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So well I was barely waking up from my 6 hours--evening nap and this new foid texts me on WhatsApp. Didn't even know who she was or what she wanted to.
She wants to meet up. As many of you know I'm madly in love with someone else. Still went for it because I thought a cuddling night would help my mood.
She only wanted sex right away. We couldn't even talk. She pleased herself while I didn't feel anything. Realizing that without love nothing of this makes sense. That, without my love, nothing makes sense.
Once she was done I was expecting my turn with breakfast and cuddles. She told me she had called an uber for me cuz she had to work early.
I was extremly dissapointed. Its not the same at all. She's been texting me that I seemed sad when I was about to leave, if she did something to upset me?
She thinks I'm coming back but I will never. I want to block her but I understand its not necessarily her fault but rather my expectations of finding someone special.
Now im finishing my night eating a big mac, in a failed, pathetic attempt to feed my heart.
I really need love. Hers, specially. Its curious how when u I'm this distant people are looking after me and when it's the other way around they push me away lol.
I don't know why you all want this "slay" thing. It's awful.
Whatever. The one I like ignores me. Wicked games. The weekend. And yes I'm a bit drunk, lately I always am.
She wants to meet up. As many of you know I'm madly in love with someone else. Still went for it because I thought a cuddling night would help my mood.
She only wanted sex right away. We couldn't even talk. She pleased herself while I didn't feel anything. Realizing that without love nothing of this makes sense. That, without my love, nothing makes sense.
Once she was done I was expecting my turn with breakfast and cuddles. She told me she had called an uber for me cuz she had to work early.
I was extremly dissapointed. Its not the same at all. She's been texting me that I seemed sad when I was about to leave, if she did something to upset me?
She thinks I'm coming back but I will never. I want to block her but I understand its not necessarily her fault but rather my expectations of finding someone special.
Now im finishing my night eating a big mac, in a failed, pathetic attempt to feed my heart.
I really need love. Hers, specially. Its curious how when u I'm this distant people are looking after me and when it's the other way around they push me away lol.
I don't know why you all want this "slay" thing. It's awful.
Whatever. The one I like ignores me. Wicked games. The weekend. And yes I'm a bit drunk, lately I always am.
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