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Deleted member 22015
5'7" 6.25" NBP schizo suicidal truecel
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I have had approximately a million and a half jobs. Some I have had for a year. Some I have had for a week. They have had one thing in common. They all sucked.
Camp counselor. Donut maker. Dishwasher. Shelf stocker. Cart collector. Roofer. Ditch digger. Lumber mill. Plastics factory. Bar cleaner. The list goes on and on. It never ends. It doesn't end until you either get a skilled trade, finish college (GL with that if you are LTN and morbidly depressed cuz bitches don't want u), win the lottery, or rope.
This summer, instead of getting laid, I worked with some old asshole building houses and barns and digging ditches for 12 an hour. And smoking weed. A lot of weed. I sweat. I bled. I cried. My body screamed in pain and agony. On one job I literally saw some 20 year old asshole with two bitches leading them into the house and smirking at me while I was behind a shovel. Bitch.
Now I dropped classes again and I need a job. I am NEET and a loser. Applied for a overnight stocking job at undisclosed major retail store. Arranged phone interview. Ring ring some bitch calls with an extremely fake almost AI sounding fake-nice voice and proceeds to grill me."Just to verify have you had 3 OR 4 jobs in the last 2 years?" Cold sweat. I DONT EVEN FUCKING REMEMBER BITCH HAS IT OCCURRED TO U I AM A LIVING HUMAN WITH A SOUL AND NOT A FUCKING ROBOT. "4 I think?" I just say sheepishly. Hear her typing in the background. I can hear the judgement and derision in her fucking NPC soulless voice. "So is that 3 or 4? Failure to disclose may result in dismissal of your application." Now a vein is literally popping in my forehead. "You can just say 3" I say firmly. Oops maybe a bit too firmly. She is having a hard time keeping up the act. "What does good customer service mean to you?" I DONT GIVE A FUCK YOU STUPID WHORE uh I mean uh...understanding the needs of the customer bla bla bla bla bla.....kill me
I bombed. I bombed hard. I know because she wrapped it up quickly after going thru the script and near the end just straight dropped the act and went BUH BYE in an audibly bitchy tone. Working off the books this summer and employment gaps fucked me. I am broke, unemployed, exhausted, lonely, impotent, ugly, 90 credits away from my bachelor's but even getting back into that is on hold until at least December. Fuck knows if it's even worth it. Kill me.
Camp counselor. Donut maker. Dishwasher. Shelf stocker. Cart collector. Roofer. Ditch digger. Lumber mill. Plastics factory. Bar cleaner. The list goes on and on. It never ends. It doesn't end until you either get a skilled trade, finish college (GL with that if you are LTN and morbidly depressed cuz bitches don't want u), win the lottery, or rope.
This summer, instead of getting laid, I worked with some old asshole building houses and barns and digging ditches for 12 an hour. And smoking weed. A lot of weed. I sweat. I bled. I cried. My body screamed in pain and agony. On one job I literally saw some 20 year old asshole with two bitches leading them into the house and smirking at me while I was behind a shovel. Bitch.
Now I dropped classes again and I need a job. I am NEET and a loser. Applied for a overnight stocking job at undisclosed major retail store. Arranged phone interview. Ring ring some bitch calls with an extremely fake almost AI sounding fake-nice voice and proceeds to grill me."Just to verify have you had 3 OR 4 jobs in the last 2 years?" Cold sweat. I DONT EVEN FUCKING REMEMBER BITCH HAS IT OCCURRED TO U I AM A LIVING HUMAN WITH A SOUL AND NOT A FUCKING ROBOT. "4 I think?" I just say sheepishly. Hear her typing in the background. I can hear the judgement and derision in her fucking NPC soulless voice. "So is that 3 or 4? Failure to disclose may result in dismissal of your application." Now a vein is literally popping in my forehead. "You can just say 3" I say firmly. Oops maybe a bit too firmly. She is having a hard time keeping up the act. "What does good customer service mean to you?" I DONT GIVE A FUCK YOU STUPID WHORE uh I mean uh...understanding the needs of the customer bla bla bla bla bla.....kill me
I bombed. I bombed hard. I know because she wrapped it up quickly after going thru the script and near the end just straight dropped the act and went BUH BYE in an audibly bitchy tone. Working off the books this summer and employment gaps fucked me. I am broke, unemployed, exhausted, lonely, impotent, ugly, 90 credits away from my bachelor's but even getting back into that is on hold until at least December. Fuck knows if it's even worth it. Kill me.
