Update on my previous thread

[niggerslayer.]

So i have started high school 14 days ago (10th grade) ive tried commiting around 10 days ago and didnt follow through, i really dont what to do anymore i am in this state of nothingness hatred and extreme saddnes. Regarding that girl i talked too, were no longer in touch. Donknow what i did wrong been thinking about her since then, i think i got attached way to quickly because i am starved of attention with all of females/males. especialy around females my age i feel so invisable. as ive said in my previous post, i am pretty short for my age (164cm) i walk through the halls in school and see so many tall attractive people and it always leaves me with this burining pain knowing im a genetic failure and i will probably never be loved, asent if my manlet hight wasnt enough my face isnt pleasnt to say the least, i could go in detail about how ugly i am but im suicidle enough. Im writing this becuase i have noone to talk to, my dad is mental my mom is barely in my life. I heard if u are suicidle you should reach out to someone, consider this my attempt at this

 

[OgreGravital]

So i have started high school 14 days ago (10th grade) ive tried commiting around 10 days ago and didnt follow through, i really dont what to do anymore i am in this state of nothingness hatred and extreme saddnes. Regarding that girl i talked too, were no longer in touch. Donknow what i did wrong been thinking about her since then, i think i got attached way to quickly because i am starved of attention with all of females/males. especialy around females my age i feel so invisable. as ive said in my previous post, i am pretty short for my age (164cm) i walk through the halls in school and see so many tall attractive people and it always leaves me with this burining pain knowing im a genetic failure and i will probably never be loved, asent if my manlet hight wasnt enough my face isnt pleasnt to say the least, i could go in detail about how ugly i am but im suicidle enough. Im writing this becuase i have noone to talk to, my dad is mental my mom is barely in my life. I heard if u are suicidle you should reach out to someone, consider this my attempt at this

Almost every shit that u wrote happened to me in hs. Well it ends eventually and there are shit that u gotta accept. I am not saying u to cope but thats the reality. No one is gonna come and comfort you cus you lost the genetic lottery. Its just nature and your shitty genes. And that girl is not the girl you fantasized about in ur head. She is most likely sucking cocks for the love of the game. Only cope i have is wageslaving till i get LL

 

[niggerslayer.]

Maybe, u serious abt LL?

 

[nimrodworkman]

Unironically go for fat ugly foids this fixed my life i used to be like you

 

[niggerslayer.]

I Would but they ignore/hate me too+ they are all disgusting (personality wise)

 

[funnyskelly]

So i have started high school 14 days ago (10th grade) ive tried commiting around 10 days ago and didnt follow through, i really dont what to do anymore i am in this state of nothingness hatred and extreme saddnes. Regarding that girl i talked too, were no longer in touch. Donknow what i did wrong been thinking about her since then, i think i got attached way to quickly because i am starved of attention with all of females/males. especialy around females my age i feel so invisable. as ive said in my previous post, i am pretty short for my age (164cm) i walk through the halls in school and see so many tall attractive people and it always leaves me with this burining pain knowing im a genetic failure and i will probably never be loved, asent if my manlet hight wasnt enough my face isnt pleasnt to say the least, i could go in detail about how ugly i am but im suicidle enough. Im writing this becuase i have noone to talk to, my dad is mental my mom is barely in my life. I heard if u are suicidle you should reach out to someone, consider this my attempt at this

bro roping is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. and if you genuinely think no once cares about u, i do . its never over.

 

[OgreGravital]

Maybe, u serious abt LL?

My only cope is wageslaving till LL

 

[niggerslayer.]

bro roping is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. and if you genuinely think no once cares about u, i do . its never over.

Thx

 

[funnyskelly]

Thx

what country u live in btw ?

 

[niggerslayer.]

what country u live in btw ?

what country u live in btw ?

Cant really say, youll hate me..

 

[funnyskelly]

Cant really say, youll hate me..

i doubt it bro. whatever country u say idgaf dw. i dont dislike countries i dislike people