Upstart: I'm lost

[etulceil]

I've taken your advices and messaged her yesterday we talked a lil bit
I begged a little bit she didn't budge, she's scared to be with anyone she's scared of relationships, she's sick in in the head -were all words she said-
I asked:" is this fear worth more than your love for me" she said yes
I told her it's okay
I told her she was my end plan I planned to make her mine officially
She said she too wanted such fate, wanted to have my kids wanted to be mine but she couldn't
She wanted her first kiss to be me
Tho reluctant at first I agreed
Today at break we found an empty classroom I hugged kissed her head
We made out I touched her tits
Oh how good it felt ,we kissed a lot
Unholy pleasure tbh she destroyed my life and gave me such pleasure that I'll never forget .
It was my first kiss too
Then we said our goodbyes
We met when we got out of school we walked home I begged some more she said no she can't be with me
I cried , I cried in front of a girl like a low t cuck
What a miserable mess I made of my life
So it's over
She texted me later saying "ok I'll stay"
But I think I won't let her
She saw me at my worst
What do y'all think cuz she'll most likely stay out of pity and I don't want that I want to be her equal
@Navity @cryptt

 

[etulceil]

Holy ropefuel tbh
What a beautiful life I'm living

 

[LTNhell63]

Tales from Guayaquil
@Panchitosbroncs

 

[etulceil]

Tales from Guayaquil
@Panchitosbroncs

Wallahi I'm sincere

 

[ihateevb]

I've taken your advices and messaged her yesterday we talked a lil bit
I begged a little bit she didn't budge, she's scared to be with anyone she's scared of relationships, she's sick in in the head -were all words she said-
I asked:" is this fear worth more than your love for me" she said yes
I told her it's okay
I told her she was my end plan I planned to make her mine officially
She said she too wanted such fate, wanted to have my kids wanted to be mine but she couldn't
She wanted her first kiss to be me
Tho reluctant at first I agreed
Today at break we found an empty classroom I hugged kissed her head
We made out I touched her tits
Oh how good it felt ,we kissed a lot
Unholy pleasure tbh she destroyed my life and gave me such pleasure that I'll never forget .
It was my first kiss too
Then we said our goodbyes
We met when we got out of school we walked home I begged some more she said no she can't be with me
I cried , I cried in front of a girl like a low t cuck
What a miserable mess I made of my life
So it's over
She texted me later saying "ok I'll stay"
But I think I won't let her
She saw me at my worst
What do y'all think cuz she'll most likely stay out of pity and I don't want that I want to be her equal
@Navity @cryptt

Arent we all lost

 

[cryptt]

nigga didnt u say u can control when u cry when i told u youll end up crying

 

[etulceil]

nigga didnt u say u can control when u cry when i told u youll end up crying

NIIGGA I DIDN'T EXPECT IT OK...?
Like I didn't know what to do
I felt helpless

 

[etulceil]

Arent we all lost

Yes we all are
Miserable husks walking with no purpose

 

[cryptt]

NIIGGA I DIDN'T EXPECT IT OK...?
Like I didn't know what to do
I felt helpless

no shit u was gon cry its pretty over if she stays out of pity u cant be sure what made her stay

 

[etulceil]

no shit u was gon cry its pretty over if she stays out of pity u cant be sure what made her stay

I'm gonna refuse
She can fuck off genuinely
So my begging, arguments,logical points and her love didn't move her
But me crying did?
Why tho? If you love me that much just stay with me
I truly don't get it
Women are very complicated

 

[cryptt]

I'm gonna refuse
She can fuck off genuinely
So my begging, arguments,logical points and her love didn't move her
But me crying did?
Why tho? If you love me that much just stay with me
I truly don't get it
Women are very complicated

what happened when u were crying irl dm me

 

[vi24v_]

I'm gonna refuse
She can fuck off genuinely
So my begging, arguments,logical points and her love didn't move her
But me crying did?
Why tho? If you love me that much just stay with me
I truly don't get it
Women are very complicated

maybe the guilt of hurting someone she loved idk ur right women are complicated

 

[Navity]

I've taken your advices and messaged her yesterday we talked a lil bit
I begged a little bit she didn't budge, she's scared to be with anyone she's scared of relationships, she's sick in in the head -were all words she said-
I asked:" is this fear worth more than your love for me" she said yes
I told her it's okay
I told her she was my end plan I planned to make her mine officially
She said she too wanted such fate, wanted to have my kids wanted to be mine but she couldn't
She wanted her first kiss to be me
Tho reluctant at first I agreed
Today at break we found an empty classroom I hugged kissed her head
We made out I touched her tits
Oh how good it felt ,we kissed a lot
Unholy pleasure tbh she destroyed my life and gave me such pleasure that I'll never forget .
It was my first kiss too
Then we said our goodbyes
We met when we got out of school we walked home I begged some more she said no she can't be with me
I cried , I cried in front of a girl like a low t cuck
What a miserable mess I made of my life
So it's over
She texted me later saying "ok I'll stay"
But I think I won't let her
She saw me at my worst
What do y'all think cuz she'll most likely stay out of pity and I don't want that I want to be her equal
@Navity @cryptt

@cryptt was right U fucking cried u dumb fuck, just rope atp. Now there will be a huge power dynamic in ur rs, she has all the power, tho it could be she's one of those foids who need a chase or sm bs. I say be with her for a while fig. Out of she there only for pity or what and if that's the case then break up

 

[cryptt]

@cryptt was right U fucking cried u dumb fuck, just rope atp. Now there will be a huge power dynamic in ur rs, she has all the power, tho it could be she's one of those foids who need a chase or sm bs. I say be with her for a while fig. Out of she there only for pity or what and if that's the case then break up

it was pretty expected he was gon cry most of the guys cry when they love someone

 

[Navity]

I'm gonna refuse
She can fuck off genuinely
So my begging, arguments,logical points and her love didn't move her
But me crying did?
Why tho? If you love me that much just stay with me
I truly don't get it
Women are very complicated

If you refuse and she doesn't chase at all, rope

 

[Navity]

it was pretty expected he was gon cry most of the guys cry when they love someone

Tbh I knew he would cry

 

[etulceil]

Tbh I knew he would cry

it was pretty expected he was gon cry most of the guys cry when they love someone

Why must I suffer like this? I just want to be happy with her I don't get it

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

Tales from Guayaquil
@Panchitosbroncs

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