urgent!!!!! how can i become low inhib and slay on a cruise

[letmeascend]

ok so to start im 18, 6,4 , blasian, 203lb and currently working on shredding weight with reta, im somewhat skinny fat with alot of muscle but im not yet fully lean. i have a carnival cruise in exactly one week and im lowkey panicking

i can easily talk to anyone, never escalated with a woman but im lowkey pussy and i avoid women because of my fading porn addiction, also never really had a bad experience with them i just wanted to start chasing them after i ascend, but my biggest goal this year is to lose my v card and the biggest opportunity for me is on this cruise Ill be sharing a room with family but they wont really be in there, can i get some tips on how to find my cruise bae and hopefully lose my v card? im like 7.5in and thick but im scared of underperforming bc i havent even had my first kiss yet lmk guys i wanna come back a week after the cruise and post a slay vid to give fellow khhv's hope