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i hate feeling excited and happy for being able to do normal things that people do, it feels so good i feel like crying for feeling like a normal person for a moment. not just a loser that escape at every problem he experience.
man it makes me so excited and happy that i improved, it makes me restless from excitement, my hands trembling from excitement, it will be another improvement for me if i can take the people that insult me and not get angry for it, if i can take people that insult at my flaws without getting angry cause i can understand them and not just straight to jerking off or playing games cause i cant take what people say to me, maybe thats why am getting angry at comments, cause i cant take it, i dont want to be like that, and i want to fix more of my flaws in coming months too, i want to be able to go outside and walk without caring what people think about my face, and be able to walk confident not being ashamed of my face and be able to walk. it feels so good to think about it. i hate to talk at people saying things that i dont think cause i cant think. i wish to be able to post these vents without caring about people insulting me and being able to accept it. i have so many things i want to fix with myself, and i feel happu every single time i fix it and feel like a normal person like others, not someone who lock himself at bed cause he cant take everything and my face.
man it makes me so excited and happy that i improved, it makes me restless from excitement, my hands trembling from excitement, it will be another improvement for me if i can take the people that insult me and not get angry for it, if i can take people that insult at my flaws without getting angry cause i can understand them and not just straight to jerking off or playing games cause i cant take what people say to me, maybe thats why am getting angry at comments, cause i cant take it, i dont want to be like that, and i want to fix more of my flaws in coming months too, i want to be able to go outside and walk without caring what people think about my face, and be able to walk confident not being ashamed of my face and be able to walk. it feels so good to think about it. i hate to talk at people saying things that i dont think cause i cant think. i wish to be able to post these vents without caring about people insulting me and being able to accept it. i have so many things i want to fix with myself, and i feel happu every single time i fix it and feel like a normal person like others, not someone who lock himself at bed cause he cant take everything and my face.
