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[crossed star]

i hate to be called by my dad that you will be more handsome if i have a little more flesh, i will get all the girls if am just not mentally ill. my bones wont change having a little more flesh, my ugly face wont change. everytime he says that, i regret for not fulfilling his expectation being handsome, i get so ashamed of my face, when i eaten deseprately thinking that am just thin thats why am like this, when i looked at the mirror after desperately eating for months, being late evryday at class just to eat one more dish, i still feel disgusted by my face, its still the same face i hated, it didnt changed like i thought it would after i gain some flesh. i still hate my face, it didnt changed like i thought it would, but i wished for it a little, that maybe am just ugly cause am thin, but am really just ugly.

 

[Aox Ofwar]

Bruh