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Fuchsia
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We tried to have sex, however it was extremely painful for me, once the pain set in I lost my erection and havent even thought about getting one since. This has taken a pretty nasty toll on our relationship, intimacy was a huge piece of our equation and now its non existent because of me. I want to, however I just cant.
I am also feeling pretty depressed about the whole situation, I feel like I lost my manhood, the ability to "take care" of my wife, and am in pain rather frequently now that is effecting almost everything I do. I cant even pick up my children anymore.
I have been distant from my wife for the past few weeks, I am just feeling awful about the situation. We have tried to talk about it and she is blaming herself for bringing the topic up and making me the appointment. I have tried to reassure her that this isnt her fault but she is forcing the blame upon herself.
Sorry for the unload, I just dont even know what to do from here or how to proceed with my wife. Ive never felt so far away from her and sad in my entire life.
I am also feeling pretty depressed about the whole situation, I feel like I lost my manhood, the ability to "take care" of my wife, and am in pain rather frequently now that is effecting almost everything I do. I cant even pick up my children anymore.
I have been distant from my wife for the past few weeks, I am just feeling awful about the situation. We have tried to talk about it and she is blaming herself for bringing the topic up and making me the appointment. I have tried to reassure her that this isnt her fault but she is forcing the blame upon herself.
Sorry for the unload, I just dont even know what to do from here or how to proceed with my wife. Ive never felt so far away from her and sad in my entire life.
