Vent about my lame ass life

[N.N]

i'm good for nothing
i feel so apathetic to everything as a result i just don't focus I'm not accepted for who i am
i'm one of the few at my age who has matured to realise nothing can beat being yourself so many niggas aren't themselves and change around people.
Ijust can't stand people i despise school
it's the worse th cause it's just depressing
My mum doesn't give a shit about anything i do that is good
I got 2 A's in my mocksand one c
And she's getting made at me for getting a c all she ever does is focus on bad shit i do like my fucking cover work i didn't do in class today and got an email home for means She can put me down all day and be as sarcastic as she wants to me
Doesn't even matter that i gave her stuff on mothers day out of my own money for the first time ever

i get called immature when im clearly being unserious.
People hate me for being myself theres only 2 people in my school who has actually accepted me for who i am but thats not enough cause im regarded as a weird kid.
I don't deserve this when i'm the only one in the right.

I don't act like a normal kid at my age clearly and i just don't understand.
I get called a gimp for playing roblox listening to music and playing chess while the people who call me a gimp talk about policitica and how he is going to a live pep talk about politics(this kid is head student). And he had the audacity at lunch to say he just plays games on his phone instead of talking to us when his girlfriend asked about me.
i have a friend who is 6,4 asian and a cunt who is emotionally attacthed to a brown fat recesses ugly big nose bitch and uses excuses like im introverted or i have anxiety and shit of that support to suggest why he is a dickhead to a few people when the problem is himself idek what im typing at this point. i just want to let go of some stuff.
I'm constantly filled with anger when i'm not by myself enjoying myself in my room.
I feel like i'm wasting my life because i'm not normal like all these peopme.


BEFORE SOME NIGGA SAYS It's because im subhuman. IM EASILY MTN AND MOG 90 percent of kids in my year.

 

[N.N]

i mean i can keep going talking about random shit that doesnt make sense but this has helped me a bit.
@enriquecuador save me

 

[Poisonpunk3]

You've made a mistake venting here. I did it and I got humiliated and shat on.

 

[Arminus]

i'm good for nothing
i feel so apathetic to everything as a result i just don't focus I'm not accepted for who i am
i'm one of the few at my age who has matured to realise nothing can beat being yourself so many niggas aren't themselves and change around people.
Ijust can't stand people i despise school
it's the worse th cause it's just depressing
My mum doesn't give a shit about anything i do that is good
I got 2 A's in my mocksand one c
And she's getting made at me for getting a c all she ever does is focus on bad shit i do like my fucking cover work i didn't do in class today and got an email home for means She can put me down all day and be as sarcastic as she wants to me
Doesn't even matter that i gave her stuff on mothers day out of my own money for the first time ever

i get called immature when im clearly being unserious.
People hate me for being myself theres only 2 people in my school who has actually accepted me for who i am but thats not enough cause im regarded as a weird kid.
I don't deserve this when i'm the only one in the right.

I don't act like a normal kid at my age clearly and i just don't understand.
I get called a gimp for playing roblox listening to music and playing chess while the people who call me a gimp talk about policitica and how he is going to a live pep talk about politics(this kid is head student). And he had the audacity at lunch to say he just plays games on his phone instead of talking to us when his girlfriend asked about me.
i have a friend who is 6,4 asian and a cunt who is emotionally attacthed to a brown fat recesses ugly big nose bitch and uses excuses like im introverted or i have anxiety and shit of that support to suggest why he is a dickhead to a few people when the problem is himself idek what im typing at this point. i just want to let go of some stuff.
I'm constantly filled with anger when i'm not by myself enjoying myself in my room.
I feel like i'm wasting my life because i'm not normal like all these peopme.


BEFORE SOME NIGGA SAYS It's because im subhuman. IM EASILY MTN AND MOG 90 percent of kids in my year.

Dw bfo we all love you! Mirin

 

[N.N]

my mother doesnt like me man she says she wants whats best but just ruins me tbh she brings anger out of me the encourages me to break something just cause i do some stupid shit at school that was fun.

She just doesn't understand. she feasts on my rage expecting my dad to beat me up but that usually doesnt happen because my dad understands that im in the right most of the time unless he has just given up on me as a child. idk what people think of me.

it gets to the point where i don't even know if people are being serious. or rather i don't want them to be serious when dealing with me as it will just hurt me more.
I hate people man i can't do what i like it's all you need to try in school you need to do good in school you have so much potential boy.
Its endlesss i hate this life. why can'y i be normal with normal parents.


Thanks for reading

 

[N.N]

You've made a mistake venting here. I did it and I got humiliated and shat on.

idm being shat on or humiliated i'd rather this than break something

 

[N.N]

life is to complicated i don't understand why. everything is so much harder for me.
I may seem all happy and rainboes and stars to people but i struggle man. i don't cry i just struggle i can't even cry tbh it's so hard for me to cry but i want to cry like a normal person would and let it all out that way but i can't the anger just stays inside and usually inflicted upon someone else.
Why does everyone hate me? why do they always focus on the bad side of me and not the side of me that is modest and makes people laugh? I'm kind to people but they don't return the favour when i am bad to them that's all they focus on everything good is forgotten. I'm misunderstood i'm emotional but i don't really feel it. i hate lying i hate liars i hate myself for lying about how i "feel" i don't even feel stuff most of the time the only stuff i feel is being called a weirdo but i don't get why i should be called a weirdo for being myself. why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? this is the only thing that hurts me more than me hurting others a comment on my psyhologival, mental and physical self. is this just pure narcissism with a drop of emotional apathy, autism, adhd and psycopahty? or am i just a creep who can't sort himself out.
tell me i don't get it

 

[N.N]

what's wrong with me guys? why am i like this.

 

[heightmaxxing]

@fuckceller can fix that

 

[Alexg_lover]

It will get better bro

In the meantime you can listen to Gnaw by Alex G Ending is very fitting

 

[N.N]

It will get better bro

In the meantime you can listen to Gnaw by Alex G Ending is very fitting

music doesn't amuse me that much i just have a sophisticated chad music taste from when i used to do a lot of it.
Personally i think alex g is a bad artist

 

[zygosmasher]

tldr please

 

[N.N]

tldr please

i'm mega nd in ways you couldn't imagine and it holds me back from being normal.
people despise my superior intellect and mentally ill self

 

[TrueRamirez]

i'm good for nothing
i feel so apathetic to everything as a result i just don't focus I'm not accepted for who i am
i'm one of the few at my age who has matured to realise nothing can beat being yourself so many niggas aren't themselves and change around people.
Ijust can't stand people i despise school
it's the worse th cause it's just depressing
My mum doesn't give a shit about anything i do that is good
I got 2 A's in my mocksand one c
And she's getting made at me for getting a c all she ever does is focus on bad shit i do like my fucking cover work i didn't do in class today and got an email home for means She can put me down all day and be as sarcastic as she wants to me
Doesn't even matter that i gave her stuff on mothers day out of my own money for the first time ever

i get called immature when im clearly being unserious.
People hate me for being myself theres only 2 people in my school who has actually accepted me for who i am but thats not enough cause im regarded as a weird kid.
I don't deserve this when i'm the only one in the right.

I don't act like a normal kid at my age clearly and i just don't understand.
I get called a gimp for playing roblox listening to music and playing chess while the people who call me a gimp talk about policitica and how he is going to a live pep talk about politics(this kid is head student). And he had the audacity at lunch to say he just plays games on his phone instead of talking to us when his girlfriend asked about me.
i have a friend who is 6,4 asian and a cunt who is emotionally attacthed to a brown fat recesses ugly big nose bitch and uses excuses like im introverted or i have anxiety and shit of that support to suggest why he is a dickhead to a few people when the problem is himself idek what im typing at this point. i just want to let go of some stuff.
I'm constantly filled with anger when i'm not by myself enjoying myself in my room.
I feel like i'm wasting my life because i'm not normal like all these peopme.


BEFORE SOME NIGGA SAYS It's because im subhuman. IM EASILY MTN AND MOG 90 percent of kids in my year.

How tall are you

 

[zygosmasher]

i'm mega nd in ways you couldn't imagine and it holds me back from being normal.
people despise my superior intellect and mentally ill self

brutal bro

 

[N.N]

How tall are you

i hate this one

 

[TrueRamirez]

i hate this one

Why ?

 

[N.N]

Why ?

5,10 with shoes and about 5,8.5 no shoes
but 5,10 with shoes doesnt matter cause everyone else wears shoes to

 

[iblamefranklin]

i'm good for nothing
i feel so apathetic to everything as a result i just don't focus I'm not accepted for who i am
i'm one of the few at my age who has matured to realise nothing can beat being yourself so many niggas aren't themselves and change around people.
Ijust can't stand people i despise school
it's the worse th cause it's just depressing
My mum doesn't give a shit about anything i do that is good
I got 2 A's in my mocksand one c
And she's getting made at me for getting a c all she ever does is focus on bad shit i do like my fucking cover work i didn't do in class today and got an email home for means She can put me down all day and be as sarcastic as she wants to me
Doesn't even matter that i gave her stuff on mothers day out of my own money for the first time ever

i get called immature when im clearly being unserious.
People hate me for being myself theres only 2 people in my school who has actually accepted me for who i am but thats not enough cause im regarded as a weird kid.
I don't deserve this when i'm the only one in the right.

I don't act like a normal kid at my age clearly and i just don't understand.
I get called a gimp for playing roblox listening to music and playing chess while the people who call me a gimp talk about policitica and how he is going to a live pep talk about politics(this kid is head student). And he had the audacity at lunch to say he just plays games on his phone instead of talking to us when his girlfriend asked about me.
i have a friend who is 6,4 asian and a cunt who is emotionally attacthed to a brown fat recesses ugly big nose bitch and uses excuses like im introverted or i have anxiety and shit of that support to suggest why he is a dickhead to a few people when the problem is himself idek what im typing at this point. i just want to let go of some stuff.
I'm constantly filled with anger when i'm not by myself enjoying myself in my room.
I feel like i'm wasting my life because i'm not normal like all these peopme.


BEFORE SOME NIGGA SAYS It's because im subhuman. IM EASILY MTN AND MOG 90 percent of kids in my year.

people only focus on the negative, that´s just the way things are

i had all a´s most of this school year but the moment one class dips to a c, or a d, cause i get exhausted im an idiot and or im not trying hard enough.

 

[TrueRamirez]

5,10 with shoes and about 5,8.5 no shoes
but 5,10 with shoes doesnt matter cause everyone else wears shoes to

Time to go er

 

[N.N]

people only focus on the negative, that´s just the way things are

i had all a´s most of this school year but the moment one class dips to a c, or a d, cause i get exhausted im an idiot and or im not trying hard enough.

i hate this.
But the imagine is broader for me.

 

[Alexg_lover]

music doesn't amuse me that much i just have a sophisticated chad music taste from when i used to do a lot of it.
Personally i think alex g is a bad artist

Well fuck you then

 

[toosmall]

if u

i'm good for nothing
i feel so apathetic to everything as a result i just don't focus I'm not accepted for who i am
i'm one of the few at my age who has matured to realise nothing can beat being yourself so many niggas aren't themselves and change around people.
Ijust can't stand people i despise school
it's the worse th cause it's just depressing
My mum doesn't give a shit about anything i do that is good
I got 2 A's in my mocksand one c
And she's getting made at me for getting a c all she ever does is focus on bad shit i do like my fucking cover work i didn't do in class today and got an email home for means She can put me down all day and be as sarcastic as she wants to me
Doesn't even matter that i gave her stuff on mothers day out of my own money for the first time ever

i get called immature when im clearly being unserious.
People hate me for being myself theres only 2 people in my school who has actually accepted me for who i am but thats not enough cause im regarded as a weird kid.
I don't deserve this when i'm the only one in the right.

I don't act like a normal kid at my age clearly and i just don't understand.
I get called a gimp for playing roblox listening to music and playing chess while the people who call me a gimp talk about policitica and how he is going to a live pep talk about politics(this kid is head student). And he had the audacity at lunch to say he just plays games on his phone instead of talking to us when his girlfriend asked about me.
i have a friend who is 6,4 asian and a cunt who is emotionally attacthed to a brown fat recesses ugly big nose bitch and uses excuses like im introverted or i have anxiety and shit of that support to suggest why he is a dickhead to a few people when the problem is himself idek what im typing at this point. i just want to let go of some stuff.
I'm constantly filled with anger when i'm not by myself enjoying myself in my room.
I feel like i'm wasting my life because i'm not normal like all these peopme.


BEFORE SOME NIGGA SAYS It's because im subhuman. IM EASILY MTN AND MOG 90 percent of kids in my year.

if u r mtn u have to be super nd to be known socially as the weird kid i dont believe there r only 2 people at ur school that play chess or play roblox. something isnt right here

 

[N.N]

if u


if u r mtn u have to be super nd to be known socially as the weird kid i dont believe there r only 2 people at ur school that play chess or play roblox. something isnt right here

you've misunderstood
or it was me in how u phrwsed it all

 

[toosmall]

you've misunderstood
or it was me in how u phrwsed it all

ur the one that isnt representing the facts in ur post. ur a normal kid that just plays roblox and chess and mtn however ur the weird kid of the school? that doesn't make any sense either ur lying about ur smv or ur doing something very nd and as a nd person the nd things i do i didnt notice before i became aware so its probably that ur doing something nd

 

[enriquecuador]

i mean i can keep going talking about random shit that doesnt make sense but this has helped me a bit.
@enriquecuador save me

i am incredibly depressed i might not be the best person to help u

 

[N.N]

i am incredibly depressed i might not be the best person to help u

get ssri's.
i learnt about this in dark mango psychology at school

 

[karmacitathugmaxx]

AYO SAY THE LINE KARMA

whats your bmi and bodyfat %

 

[N.N]

AYO SAY THE LINE KARMA

whats your bmi and bodyfat %

i'm mtn so i'm probably not fat i'm skinnier than most.
and i've never bothered with these measurmnets

 

[karmacitathugmaxx]

i'm mtn so i'm probably not fat i'm skinnier than most.
and i've never bothered with these measurmnets

Being skinny at low bmi is pointless that probably means you're low lbm (twink hell) which is much harder to escape than fat fuck hell, because most fat fucks built up a lot of lbm in their legs from hauling their fat ass around also losing fat way easier than gaining muscle

 

[milkshake_addict]

what's wrong with me guys? why am i like this.

nothing wrong with you im kinda in the same predictment so idk what to say i wish nothing but the best for u dawg