john2
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I was just going through my old pictures saved I had on my phone. I was embarrassed and laughing at myself at how much worse I looked before and how much more NT I was back then.
I hit puberty late so I found out that I somehow gained more dimorphism and I have started to look more low trust, which is exactly what I wanted. I was laughing like an idiot out of joy tonight though, I have improved looks-wise now. My lower third grew for some unknown reason and now I have a lesser wimp skull.
Still truecel, but at least I'm a slightly better looking incel now.
But honestly, finding this forum, becoming blackpilled and slightly improving looks wise has made me so much happy now. I probably won't be a high tier normie or ascend, but I'm so glad I have redpilled and blackpilled myself till the point I have improved my social interactions. Not saying that my social skills improved, but I have become more based irl and now I get respected everywhere I go.
Ever since I grow out a thick stubble and ever since my eyes became more deep set, I've gained more respect from men and women.
Before I was a high trust faced, jestermaxed incel. Now I am a dark triad, based, low trust, dominant incel. This level of self awareness I have achieved has made me find inner tranquility. I do not cringe over my actions, decisions and doings which I have made since late 2021. But unfortunately, the stuff I did before and how I looked and behaved before makes me feel disgusted of myself and I wish to change my past.
Anyway, how are you folks doing? How many of you guys fell better now?
I hit puberty late so I found out that I somehow gained more dimorphism and I have started to look more low trust, which is exactly what I wanted. I was laughing like an idiot out of joy tonight though, I have improved looks-wise now. My lower third grew for some unknown reason and now I have a lesser wimp skull.
Still truecel, but at least I'm a slightly better looking incel now.
But honestly, finding this forum, becoming blackpilled and slightly improving looks wise has made me so much happy now. I probably won't be a high tier normie or ascend, but I'm so glad I have redpilled and blackpilled myself till the point I have improved my social interactions. Not saying that my social skills improved, but I have become more based irl and now I get respected everywhere I go.
Ever since I grow out a thick stubble and ever since my eyes became more deep set, I've gained more respect from men and women.
Before I was a high trust faced, jestermaxed incel. Now I am a dark triad, based, low trust, dominant incel. This level of self awareness I have achieved has made me find inner tranquility. I do not cringe over my actions, decisions and doings which I have made since late 2021. But unfortunately, the stuff I did before and how I looked and behaved before makes me feel disgusted of myself and I wish to change my past.
Anyway, how are you folks doing? How many of you guys fell better now?
