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note: This might sound water to some of you because it is
but mostly, people don't listen to even the most basic advice unless given a real example, and so
I've decided to share my story.
PART ONE: BEFORE ASCENDING
but mostly, people don't listen to even the most basic advice unless given a real example, and so
I've decided to share my story.
PART ONE: BEFORE ASCENDING
Before I ever tried to ever ascend in any way, I was a huge loser.
Now, you might feel like you are also a loser, or have been, but you are
most likely only a loser if a few ways, or are a loser because of conditions: (for example:
fat because your parents cooked you bullshit all your life)
I, on the other hand, was a loser in every single way.
> 205 lbs , at what I think was between 5 8.5/5 9 at the time (mostly a guess since currently im 5 10)
> Spent the whole day gaming. I mean the whole day. As in if I was not at school
I was gaming. In summer id wake up at 6 am, shower and eat till like 8 am , and from 8 am to around till 10-11 pm
id be gaming)
> Hated my classmates at the time for NO FUCKING reason (tried to stab a guy with something sharp
randomly in class)
> Was the kind of kid who would say "Im not doing that, its cringe ("that" being a very simple
and fun activity"
> 0 friends
PART TWO: ASCENDING
I decided to ascend on a random day looking in the mirror.
Nothing more nothing less.
. After the first year of highschool:
> 140 pounds ( around what I think was a 18-20% bf at the time)
> First ever friend group
> Spent some time outside daily
> Started making some money online (think around 30-40$ weekly, which if I lived in the us would
have been like making 100-150$ weekly with around barely 1 hour of work daily)
LIFE WAS AMAZING. EVERY DAY WAS AWESOME.
PART THREE: FUCKING UP
I took a break. "Its just 3 weeks" "Nothing will happen"
Have not been like that ever again since.
At that time, before the break, I was constantly doing 2-3 hours of workouts mixed
with cardio DAILY, not missing a day. Since than, 1 hr feels like a task (mostly cardio, I can still life
for 2-3 hours easily)
Ever since, I have been simply surviving.
The only thing I manage is to not become fat again, and
to not go "over the edge" when it comes to how degenerate I am.
Because of the fact that I ascended before, YOUR way of ascending
feels like 30% of maintenance to me, and so nowadays I am unable
to motivate myself because my old self was so much better.
ASCENDING IS IMPORTANT, BUT KEEPING GOING
IS AS, OR EVEN MORE IMPORTANT
Now, you might feel like you are also a loser, or have been, but you are
most likely only a loser if a few ways, or are a loser because of conditions: (for example:
fat because your parents cooked you bullshit all your life)
I, on the other hand, was a loser in every single way.
> 205 lbs , at what I think was between 5 8.5/5 9 at the time (mostly a guess since currently im 5 10)
> Spent the whole day gaming. I mean the whole day. As in if I was not at school
I was gaming. In summer id wake up at 6 am, shower and eat till like 8 am , and from 8 am to around till 10-11 pm
id be gaming)
> Hated my classmates at the time for NO FUCKING reason (tried to stab a guy with something sharp
randomly in class)
> Was the kind of kid who would say "Im not doing that, its cringe ("that" being a very simple
and fun activity"
> 0 friends
PART TWO: ASCENDING
I decided to ascend on a random day looking in the mirror.
Nothing more nothing less.
. After the first year of highschool:
> 140 pounds ( around what I think was a 18-20% bf at the time)
> First ever friend group
> Spent some time outside daily
> Started making some money online (think around 30-40$ weekly, which if I lived in the us would
have been like making 100-150$ weekly with around barely 1 hour of work daily)
LIFE WAS AMAZING. EVERY DAY WAS AWESOME.
PART THREE: FUCKING UP
I took a break. "Its just 3 weeks" "Nothing will happen"
Have not been like that ever again since.
At that time, before the break, I was constantly doing 2-3 hours of workouts mixed
with cardio DAILY, not missing a day. Since than, 1 hr feels like a task (mostly cardio, I can still life
for 2-3 hours easily)
Ever since, I have been simply surviving.
The only thing I manage is to not become fat again, and
to not go "over the edge" when it comes to how degenerate I am.
Because of the fact that I ascended before, YOUR way of ascending
feels like 30% of maintenance to me, and so nowadays I am unable
to motivate myself because my old self was so much better.
ASCENDING IS IMPORTANT, BUT KEEPING GOING
IS AS, OR EVEN MORE IMPORTANT
