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Fuchsia
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havent been myself these past few days..
dunno why i would develop it out of nowhere..
but its bad enough so that i miss classes. (this is the worst part, cuz i dont wanna fail cause of this)
everytime i leave the house, i already start feeling uneasy, start feeling nauseous in the bus, to the point where i cant wait for it to arrive to its destination..
feel the same way during the classes, cant wait for it to end.. feeling extremely uncomfortable.. (and im not actually sick)
feel fine at home..
it definitely changed me.. dont think about the same shit as i used to, such as being angry about how boring life is, how i wanna make everyone pay, whining, etc, etc.. cuz i cant be asked.. this is how i know it changed me.. i miss being that way
im not socially anxious, neither ive experienced anything like this ever.. theres nothing different going on in my daily life either (tho again.. this wouldnt be anormal reaction from me either way)
told my parents..
dont want drugs cuz i dont fuck with it.. dont wanna be dependent on something to feel better..
any ideas what i can do??
dunno why i would develop it out of nowhere..
but its bad enough so that i miss classes. (this is the worst part, cuz i dont wanna fail cause of this)
everytime i leave the house, i already start feeling uneasy, start feeling nauseous in the bus, to the point where i cant wait for it to arrive to its destination..
feel the same way during the classes, cant wait for it to end.. feeling extremely uncomfortable.. (and im not actually sick)
feel fine at home..
it definitely changed me.. dont think about the same shit as i used to, such as being angry about how boring life is, how i wanna make everyone pay, whining, etc, etc.. cuz i cant be asked.. this is how i know it changed me.. i miss being that way
im not socially anxious, neither ive experienced anything like this ever.. theres nothing different going on in my daily life either (tho again.. this wouldnt be anormal reaction from me either way)
told my parents..
dont want drugs cuz i dont fuck with it.. dont wanna be dependent on something to feel better..
any ideas what i can do??