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“Rage, rage against the dying of the light”
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When I was in high school I would put off buying expensive nice clothes because I thought i would grow out of them anyway (my family is poor)
I hit 5’9 at 41
and expected to just keep growing because of how tall my family is, my doctor had predicted me to be 6’1
So I put it off and I put it off and it partially became this cope where I was either throwing money away or something much worse was happening if that makes sense
Even at 71
I hadn’t grown a cm for 3 years and I still thought my growth spurt is coming any month now
I would drink huge gallons of milk and bulk with lots of protein thinking I’d stunt my growth if I became less fat
Now I’m getting close to 91
and I’m still 5’9, same height as my mom and shorter than my dad
It’s humiliating
It’s sick
All I feel is anger
I hit 5’9 at 41
and expected to just keep growing because of how tall my family is, my doctor had predicted me to be 6’1So I put it off and I put it off and it partially became this cope where I was either throwing money away or something much worse was happening if that makes sense
Even at 71
I hadn’t grown a cm for 3 years and I still thought my growth spurt is coming any month nowI would drink huge gallons of milk and bulk with lots of protein thinking I’d stunt my growth if I became less fat
Now I’m getting close to 91
and I’m still 5’9, same height as my mom and shorter than my dadIt’s humiliating
It’s sick
All I feel is anger