Walking is my only cope

[flawinmirror]

Walking is the only activity i choose to be voluntarily alone. I always walk in the night, and at a cold weather is ideal. It’s the only time in my day where I get to listen to music, it’s quiet and there’s little to no activity and noise from people.

Voluntary is the only good thing about this type of loneliness, anything else is just an embarrassment ritual for me. Nobody talks to me, i’m always left without a partner when picking groups, i fucking hate being last picked everybody just looks like me as if i’m a foreign specimen.

The only “real” conversations i ever have is by forcing myself to be social by making up the most random conversations. There’s no real chemistry, it’s all premade and i try my best to continue with quick responses.

 

[ecstazy]

I agree with you 100% my life has always been like that too.

 

[Deleted member 255555]

Walking is the only activity i choose to be voluntarily alone. I always walk in the night, and at a cold weather is ideal. It’s the only time in my day where I get to listen to music, it’s quiet and there’s little to no activity and noise from people.

Voluntary is the only good thing about this type of loneliness, anything else is just an embarrassment ritual for me. Nobody talks to me, i’m always left without a partner when picking groups, i fucking hate being last picked everybody just looks like me as if i’m a foreign specimen.

The only “real” conversations i ever have is by forcing myself to be social by making up the most random conversations. There’s no real chemistry, it’s all premade and i try my best to continue with quick responses.

This would be me if I didn’t force myself to talk to ppl

 

[Anthony111554]

Walking is a cope?

 

[flawinmirror]

Walking is a cope?

It’s my only form of cope (+music), cardio itself isn’t cope very beneficial

 

[BlackFag]

Walking is the only activity i choose to be voluntarily alone. I always walk in the night, and at a cold weather is ideal. It’s the only time in my day where I get to listen to music, it’s quiet and there’s little to no activity and noise from people.

Voluntary is the only good thing about this type of loneliness, anything else is just an embarrassment ritual for me. Nobody talks to me, i’m always left without a partner when picking groups, i fucking hate being last picked everybody just looks like me as if i’m a foreign specimen.

The only “real” conversations i ever have is by forcing myself to be social by making up the most random conversations. There’s no real chemistry, it’s all premade and i try my best to continue with quick responses.

walking alone at night is mirin af

 

[flawinmirror]

walking alone at night is mirin af

I don’t prefer the morning, something about being too bright, too much activity (cars, people, sounds, and animals. Much quieter in the night, good way to chill for me personally