PrettyboyQ
Working to Chad | Scoliosiscel
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dnr but I just wanna say this.
Lately all I’ve been doing is Ldar, I have barely worked on my entrepreneurial shit and literally just ROT in bed all day. I think I’ve developed an eating disorder too because I’ve been eating less than 500 calories per day and food is REPULSING to me now. I haven’t had much like actual physical conversation with people lately, just online. I’ve even been so lazy that I skipped on my skincare which I NEVER DO. I ran out of joints to smoke and I want to smoke or drink so bad but I’m staying with my sisters rn so I can’t. Today I went to my mom’s house and played with my family there, ate dinner and talked a little. I felt so weird and so uncomfortable, like NERVOUS in front of my family it was so weird. And I have so much stress from like literally everything and I’ve lost so much money. I feel like a loser, roping has been floating in my head for years but now it’s really starting to feel serious. I’m literally descending everywhere else in life, and physically, except for my face. Idek if it’s worth it anymore because fuck man I feel so damn depressed. I’ve been praying to god more but I’m still struggling bro and if you did actually read this far, pls don’t attack my beliefs.
Anyways that’s it from me
Lately all I’ve been doing is Ldar, I have barely worked on my entrepreneurial shit and literally just ROT in bed all day. I think I’ve developed an eating disorder too because I’ve been eating less than 500 calories per day and food is REPULSING to me now. I haven’t had much like actual physical conversation with people lately, just online. I’ve even been so lazy that I skipped on my skincare which I NEVER DO. I ran out of joints to smoke and I want to smoke or drink so bad but I’m staying with my sisters rn so I can’t. Today I went to my mom’s house and played with my family there, ate dinner and talked a little. I felt so weird and so uncomfortable, like NERVOUS in front of my family it was so weird. And I have so much stress from like literally everything and I’ve lost so much money. I feel like a loser, roping has been floating in my head for years but now it’s really starting to feel serious. I’m literally descending everywhere else in life, and physically, except for my face. Idek if it’s worth it anymore because fuck man I feel so damn depressed. I’ve been praying to god more but I’m still struggling bro and if you did actually read this far, pls don’t attack my beliefs.
Anyways that’s it from me
