Wanting your parents love but then realizing they will never care

[Notcel]

wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy, not really that bad but its a sort of instinctual validation you crave, people who manipulate that are disgusting

 

[Gobnull]

Can’t relate

 

[Notcel]

the sole thing id wish from my future wife would be solving that wedge

 

[Notcel]

Can’t relate

Good for you

 

[brielarsonbf]

Good for you

then why hes on .org past midnight

 

[Notcel]

then why hes on .org past midnight

Yeah, people often are even unaware of parental neglect

It’ll just hit you in a few years

 

[Claymoreboy0118]

Yes

 

[Notcel]

Yes

It feels empty

 

[Claymoreboy0118]

It feels empty

Not in my case

 

[Notcel]

Not in my case

How do you fill yourself

 

[jeremyy]

how old are you?

 

[Notcel]

how old are you?

17

 

[UserE_7.random]

Complicated relationship with my mom but it’s gotten better(she’s chill most of the time), her mood shifts annoy the fuck out of me tho.

 

[Claymoreboy0118]

How do you fill yourself

Writing drawing playing games

 

[Notcel]

Complicated relationship with my mom but it’s gotten better(she’s chill most of the time), her mood shifts annoy the fuck out of me tho.

pretty much the same but it does get to me, overall my familial relationships are fucked

 

[Notcel]

Writing drawing playing games

That doesnt fill the void for me.

 

[Claymoreboy0118]

That doesnt fill the void for me.

It doesn't do the job for me fully either. I spend a good part of the day crying because of loneliness. It's something though

 

[UserE_7.random]

pretty much the same but it does get to me, overall my familial relationships are fucked

Feel like my mom’s bipolar and yea she’s tried to manipulate me to forget things. It’s hard for her to understand me and I hate when he she shouts but I’ve stopped screaming back. Just have used a more calm approach, it’s helps but either way I keep to myself at home.

 

[Notcel]

It doesn't do the job for me fully either. I spend a good part of the day crying because of loneliness. It's something though

I just hope one day i can create a family that wasnt like mine and is improved for the better

Its the only thing that keeps me going

 

[Notcel]

Feel like my mom’s bipolar and yea she’s tried to manipulate me to forget things. It’s hard for her to understand me and I hate when he she shouts but I’ve stopped screaming back. Just have used a more calm approach, it’s helps but either way I keep to myself at home.

I dont even try to tone down anymore, it never works with bipolar people so theres no reason to even try.
I just try to accomplish what i need to do and leave, theres no use trying to salvage to unsalvagable

 

[UserE_7.random]

I dont even try to tone down anymore, it never works with bipolar people so theres no reason to even try.
I just try to accomplish what i need to do and leave, theres no use trying to salvage to unsalvagable

Best of luck G, keep your head up and just try your best to avoid the encounters.

 

[Notcel]

Best of luck G, keep your head up and just try your best to avoid the encounters.

thanks man
Likewise, save to move out and create something for yourself outside of the chaos

 

[jeremyy]

17

thought you were 21+.

 

[Notcel]

thought you were 21+.

Nope