JamalJackson
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Last night got in a bad argument with my mom. was physical from both sides I did more dmg (not proud of it.)
she found a nic cart in bag and though it was a weed cart and used that to talk abt everything.
said im a failure stoner and im aging my self making my self look like an old man from the androgens im taking. Opened my closest and pulled out 2 ralph lauren polos with almost $300 price tag (iv been tryna resell shit to afford a better stack) with her knowing damn well i aint pay for that shit. she knew abt if for a while now she just waited for a good crash out to go on abt everything. Saying im "fucking girls now?" she found the cialis and wont buy the gym blood flow reason.
She simply made me hate my self and I was like fuck this shit and I popped 80mg Vyvanse (it was 11:30pm)
(Lit cried for a good min tho cuz I knew i just fucked up tonight's sleep and recovery)
Anyways...
I Left home stayed out the whole night. I just biked around the city chain smoking and redosing vyvanes any time i got bored. Was also popping multiple tums with every redose to enhance it. went to a couple stores that were open 24/7 and stole shit to drink and hit more protein in. I went on a weed dispo roof and observed people for an hour straight, I just thought how interesting it is that everybody is living different lives doing their own thing.
But YO when I wanted to get off the ROOF I though I was him and instead of using the stairs at the back of the building in the ally way I went through the side of the building and SOMEONE WAS LIVING THERE.
I was slow going down through the side tryna put my feet on the big ass metal letters for the dispo name and there was A WINDOW AND I SAW INSIDE A GUY WAS SLEEPING. I FUCKING woke him up. Like can you imagine you wake up to a large thud of your window and your see a whole guys body bear hugging your window??? Anyways other than that I cleanly go off the building by basically rock climbing.
Anyways.
I winded up 150mg Vyvanse and like 10+ tums + 1 pack of cigs.
I stunted my development velocity but shit was deadass a peak experience, would do it again if I wasn't in the middle of a blast.
its 10am now, got zero sleep, I still have bruxism and got summer school at 12.
I honestly consider this a high value night. it would've been more significant if i got kicked out instead of choosing to leave.
jfl tho.
she found a nic cart in bag and though it was a weed cart and used that to talk abt everything.
said im a failure stoner and im aging my self making my self look like an old man from the androgens im taking. Opened my closest and pulled out 2 ralph lauren polos with almost $300 price tag (iv been tryna resell shit to afford a better stack) with her knowing damn well i aint pay for that shit. she knew abt if for a while now she just waited for a good crash out to go on abt everything. Saying im "fucking girls now?" she found the cialis and wont buy the gym blood flow reason.
She simply made me hate my self and I was like fuck this shit and I popped 80mg Vyvanse (it was 11:30pm)
(Lit cried for a good min tho cuz I knew i just fucked up tonight's sleep and recovery)
Anyways...
I Left home stayed out the whole night. I just biked around the city chain smoking and redosing vyvanes any time i got bored. Was also popping multiple tums with every redose to enhance it. went to a couple stores that were open 24/7 and stole shit to drink and hit more protein in. I went on a weed dispo roof and observed people for an hour straight, I just thought how interesting it is that everybody is living different lives doing their own thing.
But YO when I wanted to get off the ROOF I though I was him and instead of using the stairs at the back of the building in the ally way I went through the side of the building and SOMEONE WAS LIVING THERE.
I was slow going down through the side tryna put my feet on the big ass metal letters for the dispo name and there was A WINDOW AND I SAW INSIDE A GUY WAS SLEEPING. I FUCKING woke him up. Like can you imagine you wake up to a large thud of your window and your see a whole guys body bear hugging your window??? Anyways other than that I cleanly go off the building by basically rock climbing.
Anyways.
I winded up 150mg Vyvanse and like 10+ tums + 1 pack of cigs.
I stunted my development velocity but shit was deadass a peak experience, would do it again if I wasn't in the middle of a blast.
its 10am now, got zero sleep, I still have bruxism and got summer school at 12.
I honestly consider this a high value night. it would've been more significant if i got kicked out instead of choosing to leave.
jfl tho.
