ranierean
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I'm so fucking ugly that even literal pornstars, I think, wouldn't be okay with me looking at them perform and be at their most bare and vulnerable.
If they had the full picture–if they had an idea of “me”–they would SCREAM in horror.
Yes, it's just footage and, yes, broadly speaking–by the vagaries of law and convention–they've agreed to this. And I know that porncons with truecel meetups exist...
These are just pictures, but it's still 'real' and I'm still 'oogling,' and that is WRONG.
And it's like… the whole industry is just shady… there's lots of coercion going on outside of a typical “woman doing things that she frankly wouldn't even think of... if it wasn't for the money.”
Not that I'm soying and saying that I want to feel sorry for prostituting foids but I'm just kinda triggered by the idea of my ugliness letting my mind go to these places... None of these whores would ever fuck me...
If they had the full picture–if they had an idea of “me”–they would SCREAM in horror.
Yes, it's just footage and, yes, broadly speaking–by the vagaries of law and convention–they've agreed to this. And I know that porncons with truecel meetups exist...
These are just pictures, but it's still 'real' and I'm still 'oogling,' and that is WRONG.
And it's like… the whole industry is just shady… there's lots of coercion going on outside of a typical “woman doing things that she frankly wouldn't even think of... if it wasn't for the money.”
Not that I'm soying and saying that I want to feel sorry for prostituting foids but I'm just kinda triggered by the idea of my ugliness letting my mind go to these places... None of these whores would ever fuck me...
