We ball ig

[WannabeEhren]

I cannot remember the last time where I woke up looking forward to something. Actually being happy about the upcoming day. Every day is either rotting in bed after doing some copes in the morning, crying and rotting in bed all day or being completely exhausted and rotting after school. Quite literally nothing is happening in my life and it's just making me more and more sad

 

[BubbsyInnit]

I suppose the only thing you look forward to is seeing the next day. No matter how bad it is you always wanna live to see the next day to visualise any improvements within the day

 

[WannabeEhren]

I cannot remember the last time where I woke up looking forward to something. Actually being happy about the upcoming day. Every day is either rotting in bed after doing some copes in the morning, crying and rotting in bed all day or being completely exhausted and rotting after school. Quite literally nothing is happening in my life and it's just making me more and more sad

And then my parents will just add onto it by pointing out and being mad about how I didn't leave the house all summer and still don't have a girlfriend. They both think that there's 0 downsides to asking a girl out as if when she rejects me even more social turmoil will be headed my way.

 

[WannabeEhren]

I suppose the only thing you look forward to is seeing the next day. No matter how bad it is you always wanna live to see the next day to visualise any improvements within the day

And what. I don't want to see that next day. I don't want to repeat the same cycle of rotting. There's no improvements to be made. Its OVER.

 

[BubbsyInnit]

And what. I don't want to see that next day. I don't want to repeat the same cycle of rotting. There's no improvements to be made. Its OVER.

If you wouldn’t want to see the next day, you would have already roped

 

[trvegoy]

And then my parents will just add onto it by pointing out and being mad about how I didn't leave the house all summer and still don't have a girlfriend. They both think that there's 0 downsides to asking a girl out as if when she rejects me even more social turmoil will be headed my way.

Exactly, these bluepilled parents dont understand how much easier they had it, the globalization of media and beauty standards has caused detrimental damage to the accessibility of even 50th percentile women, to the point thay they cannot comprehend it

 

[WannabeEhren]

If you wouldn’t want to see the next day, you would have already roped

Im too much of a pussy. Its not that i want to wake up. Its just that I'm too much of a weakling to rope.

 

[BubbsyInnit]

Im too much of a pussy. Its not that i want to wake up. Its just that I'm too much of a weakling to rope.

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