Htn.seeker
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For context I'm 184 cm and I think I'm considerably attractive (enough to get scouted by multiple agencies) but I'm so fucking aspie and akward I don't get any female attention. Well, I do get female attention and initial interest from them but once I spend some time with them they lose interest cuz I'm too shy and akward I think. When I go clubbing I do tend to get quite a bit of attention and I'll usually end up making out with atleast 1 girl if I go out without really trying too hard but that's mostly thanks to the temporary low inhib I get from alcohol and my looks. Once I have to actually act normal irl for example on a date I just dont know how to act or physically escalate without it being weird. It feels like I'm always in my own head analyzing every little thing I do, it's almost like I'm playing a character and I think girls can sense that easily but I just can't change the way I think I'm too hyper aware and I think it's something you're born with although I didn't have a great childhood either tbh so that could've also influenced me ig. Sorry for the vent I just wanted to see what people think cuz I feel like my experience isn't too uncommon.
