Went to Texas Roadhouse today with my family

[Society hates me]

I think my dad must have noticed something was up with me. I haven’t told anyone about my suicide attempts but I’ve been hiding the ropes in my room by my bed and I have a hunch he might have seen them while I was at work yesterday. This morning he asked me if I wanted to help him with some errands and picking up some tools and stuff and then afterward we would get dinner.

Texas Roadhouse is awesome. The portions are huge and the food is bussin. I know the loneliness will come back eventually. And it did hurt seeing girls working as waitresses and families eating in the restaurant around us. But at least for today I actually felt pretty nice.