Went to the club today

[lurking truecel]

Worst experience I ever had. I really felt how normal people are. No lookmsxxing or anything. I mean ofc the one hooking up were good looking faggots with good looking foids. But nothing special really. It's just the sub spieces that don't fit in. people like me, I just couldn't handle being normal. I couldn't ask a FOID out or anything. I just felt the void in my heart and brain like I didn't belong, and I know looks wise that I don't. My recessed looking face belongs in the coffin. I really hate this reality. My dick ain't working, my breathing ain't working and I look like disgrace. I am just done. I don't know what I should do anymore. I have no motivation to do jack shit, I will probably be homeless or sum shit in a year. It's Fucking over for subhumans, because their is only loneliness and disgrace ahead, nothing to look forward too. You are just fucking waste on this planet takin up space, I feel so done watching other people having a good time when I cannot. I am a crying baby and it feels like my body have 2 inch arms and legs with a 1 inch dick. It feels useless. I might aswell be an ant getting stomped on. It's over

 

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[bluntmullet]

you have to let go, obsessing over every detail of every interaction sucks the fun of out life

 

[lurking truecel]

you have to let go, obsessing over every detail of every interaction sucks the fun of out life

There is no fun in my life

 

[bluntmullet]

There is no fun in my life

you have to find an outlet for all this self loathing

 

[lurking truecel]

you have to find an outlet for all this self loathing

Yea, I will try to find the outlet soon

 

[Troglodyte452]

did you try getting drunk?

 

[lurking truecel]

did you try getting drunk?

Ofc I did

 

[Troglodyte452]

Ofc I did

Im always frozen until I get drunk so thought it would be same for ya