What actually happened?

[Deleted member 19442]

I’m not incapable of studying (I am semi-smart) or carrying out basic tasks, finding a part time job, looking presentable, communicating (ok maybe I stutter, don’t really make sense, speak before thinking so no), clearing out a tedious workload, exercising some level of self awareness (not really I am kind of dopey) etc.

So how come I’m so fucked rn? Is it just poor mental health. At 15 I had a bright future ahead of me. It’s definitely poor self esteem lol.

 

[Deleted member 22918]

Fucked neurotransmitterz

Welcome 2 the club

 

[Deleted member 19442]

Fucked neurotransmitterz

Welcome 2 the club

20 yo

 

[Gengar]

Because you've been rotting too much at home and not socializing at all.

 

[Deleted member 22918]

20 yo

Ova

 

[Deleted member 19442]

Because you've been rotting too much at home and not socializing at all.

I hold myself back from socialising?

 

[Gengar]

I hold myself back from socialising?

If you do that in real life then it explains everything.

 

[Psychophilly]

 

[Primalsplit]

I hold myself back from socialising?

Good job

 

[Deleted member 19442]

Good job

I held myself back from living for no reason right

 

[Primalsplit]

I held myself back from living for no reason right

No. I don't think it was for no reason. No one holds themselves back without a reason. Something must have happened to you.

 

[Deleted member 19442]

No. I don't think it was for no reason. No one holds themselves back without a reason. Something must have happened to you.

Cucked self esteem (picked last in sports, extensive history of being ‘that guy’ due to my intense conceit and low self awareness)