what age did you lose ur virginity

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personally im khhv at 17 but what about you guys
 
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KHHV in my early 20s currently
 
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personally im khhv at 17 but what about you guys
what does khhv mean
I would think that it means virgin in this context but what does it mean
 
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what does khhv mean
I would think that it means virgin in this context but what does it mean
kissless hugless handholdless virgin
ive never even had a proper talking stage or had a girl approach me lol
 
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personally im khhv at 17 but what about you guys
15, lost it to some slut. Really regret it lol. She was nice but I was not the only guy she was talking to, and I was fairly naive.
 
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kissless hugless handholdless virgin
ive never even had a proper talking stage or had a girl approach me lol
I have had 2-3 talking stages but I genuennly completly failed at talking
I think I could be not handholdness and hugless if I had locked in during them maybe even not kissless
 
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18 and it was to my current gf :feelsautistic:
 
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thats sad man i hope it gets better and you get a cute blond foid
Thanks man hope you get a good foid too. I remember being your age and even that young it still sucked not having a gf
 
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I have had 2-3 talking stages but I genuennly completly failed at talking
I think I could be not handholdness and hugless if I had locked in during them maybe even not kissless
talking stage isnt part of khhv khhv means kissless hugless handholdless virgin but i just wanted to add the fact that i cant even interact with girls
 
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Never i aint lettin them take tha shi
 
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15, lost it to some slut. Really regret it lol. She was nice but I was not the only guy she was talking to, and I was fairly naive.
I see.

I was 16.
 
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what does khhv mean
I would think that it means virgin in this context but what does it mean
K=kissless, H =handholdless, H = hugless, and V = virgin. KHHDV is the same thing but the D means dateless
 
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im KHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHDV
 
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talking stage isnt part of khhv khhv means kissless hugless handholdless virgin but i just wanted to add the fact that i cant even interact with girls
yeah I know I just think that I would be hugless handholdness and kissless if I had locked in
I didnt tho:forcedsmile:
 
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Khhv at 16 and I see it staying like that for a long time
yeah i see it staying like this for ages too i cant even bring myself to speak to girls not to mention my height will literally stop me from getting any in the first place
 
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yeah i see it staying like this for ages too i cant even bring myself to speak to girls not to mention my height will literally stop me from getting any in the first place
I started drinking low dose alkhol to lower inhabition
I can talk normally now lol
the problem is I can do this max 1time per week without risking to much braindamage
 
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yeah i see it staying like this for ages too i cant even bring myself to speak to girls not to mention my height will literally stop me from getting any in the first place
I got lucky with height and frame but my face is abysmal, and I can't talk to girls unless I know them😞
 
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I started drinking low dose alkhol to lower inhabition
I can talk normally now lol
the problem is I can do this max 1time per week without risking to much braindamage
therby I can cook 1 day and get a grils snapchat but I will go to being to disabeld to talk to he as soon as she texts me druing a time where im not doing anything to lower inhib
 
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I started drinking low dose alkhol to lower inhabition
I can talk normally now lol
the problem is I can do this max 1time per week without risking to much braindamage
every time i approached foids its gone badly i can speak normally to my friends and other dudes but im genuinely scared im gonna get embarrased tryna speak to girls and i dont drink.
 
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every time i approached foids its gone badly i can speak normally to my friends and other dudes but im genuinely scared im gonna get embarrased tryna speak to girls and i dont drink.
if my height and face get better i will just spam quick add girls on snapchat and try from there
 
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every time i approached foids its gone badly i can speak normally to my friends and other dudes but im genuinely scared im gonna get embarrased tryna speak to girls and i dont drink.
the personality pill.. hold up. Looksmaxxing + Bp = Bpmaxxing?
 
every time i approached foids its gone badly i can speak normally to my friends and other dudes but im genuinely scared im gonna get embarrased tryna speak to girls and i dont drink.
same but I drink alkohol so I can talk to them sometimes lol
it just rapes my school performance so I dont do it often
 
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Khhv at 16 and I see it staying like that for a long time
In that case you'll end up similar to me but there is unfortunately not too much you can do about it. It's not fun being an incel in your 20s falling further and further behind in terms of social milestones and all that. Only thing I can get ahead of people on is passing slowpokes on the highway :feelskek:. A few days ago I was out for a 90 mile an hour drive for fun and surprisingly there wasn't any left lane losers blocking the fast lane

If you're an incel you've gotta have hobbies you like or you've got absolutely nothing to enjoy in life. For me that's driving, and for you I'm sure it's something different
 
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Tell me more friend
So, for context, this all happened about a year and a half after we met.
It was a LDR and till it ended 2 days ago it was the relationship was basically my whole obsession and my life.
It was the best thing i experienced.
I wanna go back and hide under their shirt where i could always be safe and warm and ball my eyes out again.
I wanna be their special boy.

Enough being a whiny bitch, here we go.

So my first sexual interaction was getting a blowjob — actually two — when we saw each other in January of 2025. I was so fucking anxious and shaking like an epileptic, like someone with Parkinson’s.
Then the next time we saw each other, I think it was about Easter. Never mind, it was around Carnival of 2025. We ended up fucking because I was so blue-balled and my balls were hurting like shit.
I remember it was some nurse or whatever roleplay.
Actually i think i was some injured SS officer and the camp nurse was treating my wounds i acquired fighting the red pest to save germany. Yeah, I’m pretty sure that was it :lul:
Both times I told them like a thousand times, “Oh yeah, you don’t have to do this.” “Oh yeah, only if you really, really want to.” “You need to want this.” “What I want doesn’t matter.” All this shit, you know.
It almost seemed like I was trying to convince them not to do it, even though I did really want it, of course. But it almost seemed like that.

From that first time till now, i think we used close to 200 condoms.

I still love them :SadgeCry:
And what stopped you?
Nothing :owo::owo:
I just took my time to tell you abt it properly. I hope you read :FeelsLoveMan:
Sry if it's a little long
 
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So, for context, this all happened about a year and a half after we met.
It was a LDR and till it ended 2 days ago it was the relationship was basically my whole obsession and my life.
It was the best thing i experienced.
I wanna go back and hide under their shirt where i could always be safe and warm and ball my eyes out again.
I wanna be their special boy.

Enough being a whiny bitch, here we go.

So my first sexual interaction was getting a blowjob — actually two — when we saw each other in January of 2025. I was so fucking anxious and shaking like an epileptic, like someone with Parkinson’s.
Then the next time we saw each other, I think it was about Easter. Never mind, it was around Carnival of 2025. We ended up fucking because I was so blue-balled and my balls were hurting like shit.
I remember it was some nurse or whatever roleplay.
Actually i think i was some injured SS officer and the camp nurse was treating my wounds i acquired fighting the red pest to save germany. Yeah, I’m pretty sure that was it :lul:
Both times I told them like a thousand times, “Oh yeah, you don’t have to do this.” “Oh yeah, only if you really, really want to.” “You need to want this.” “What I want doesn’t matter.” All this shit, you know.
It almost seemed like I was trying to convince them not to do it, even though I did really want it, of course. But it almost seemed like that.

From that first time till now, i think we used close to 200 condoms.

I still love them :SadgeCry:

Nothing :owo::owo:
I just took my time to tell you abt it properly. I hope you read :FeelsLoveMan:
Sry if it's a little long
hope you find someone better dude
 
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So, for context, this all happened about a year and a half after we met.
It was a LDR and till it ended 2 days ago it was the relationship was basically my whole obsession and my life.
It was the best thing i experienced.
I wanna go back and hide under their shirt where i could always be safe and warm and ball my eyes out again.
I wanna be their special boy.

Enough being a whiny bitch, here we go.

So my first sexual interaction was getting a blowjob — actually two — when we saw each other in January of 2025. I was so fucking anxious and shaking like an epileptic, like someone with Parkinson’s.
Then the next time we saw each other, I think it was about Easter. Never mind, it was around Carnival of 2025. We ended up fucking because I was so blue-balled and my balls were hurting like shit.
I remember it was some nurse or whatever roleplay.
Actually i think i was some injured SS officer and the camp nurse was treating my wounds i acquired fighting the red pest to save germany. Yeah, I’m pretty sure that was it :lul:
Both times I told them like a thousand times, “Oh yeah, you don’t have to do this.” “Oh yeah, only if you really, really want to.” “You need to want this.” “What I want doesn’t matter.” All this shit, you know.
It almost seemed like I was trying to convince them not to do it, even though I did really want it, of course. But it almost seemed like that.

From that first time till now, i think we used close to 200 condoms.

I still love them :SadgeCry:

Nothing :owo::owo:
I just took my time to tell you abt it properly. I hope you read :FeelsLoveMan:
Sry if it's a little long
I read all of it and oh my god so adorable:3!!!! I remember it being like that when I had my first proper gf(who I miss so much please come back to me)

Edit:not the ss shit, but being blueballed
 
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I read all of it and oh my god so adorable:3!!!! I remember it being like that when I had my first proper gf(who I miss so much please come back to me)
Holy fucking real.
Idk. Reading this made it a little better.
Org is a fucking lifesaver, honestly.
hope you find someone better dude
Who? Like literally no1?
Idk rn i don't want anyone.
The thought of others is a little nice, but it also really disgusts me.
 
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Lose? What a joke
1000017534

I never lose
 
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16
 
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i will ALWAYS be a trvecel.
 
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15 to my ex who i still fuck on a weekly basis 2 years later
 
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Anybody saying an age is a fakecel who deserves death
 
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