What are you feeling right now? Don't think, just type! [MEGATHREAD]

[BigBallsLarry]

Feel like shit, want to go with my friends and anxious about my future due to the permenance of xhoosing a worseish uni I feel. Im paying a lot for something I dont feel is worth it

do you feel like you're forced into it? if you believe its not something worth it then why do it

 

[BigBallsLarry]

i got diagnosed with depression when i was at the mental hospital for like 2 weeks, but i'm doubtful if that is even the case, i might have bpd but the psychiatrists said that they aren't gonna diagnose me because i'm 16 and according to them i'll ''mature''

BPD is a very genetic illness, does your family have any history with it?

my sister has BPD from my mom, and my mom got it from my grandpa

 

[Sink]

BPD is a very genetic illness, does your family have any history with it?

my sister has BPD from my mom, and my mom got it from my grandpa

i'm not sure at all, but my dad could have bpd because when i was talking with the psychologists i realised that i have similar patters with my dad who has really troubled relationships with pretty much everyone.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

i'm not sure at all, but my dad could have bpd because when i was talking with the psychologists i realised that i have similar patters with my dad who has really troubled relationships with pretty much everyone.

I see, that might be an unfortunate case then. Hopefully it isn't though.

 

[Sink]

I see, that might be an unfortunate case then. Hopefully it isn't though.

It's all been really weird, but it could also be a mix of adhd and depression making it seem like it's something else, hopefully i will heal soon tho cuz it's been taking a crazy toll on me for a while

 

[BigBallsLarry]

It's all been really weird, but it could also be a mix of adhd and depression making it seem like it's something else, hopefully i will heal soon tho cuz it's been taking a crazy toll on me for a while

The meds might be fucking you up, stims and antidepressants is a nasty combo. That's why you probably feel worse now than usual.


I also hope you recover as soon as possible, it's sad you have to endure all of this if you ever feel like talking about your life feel free.

 

[snowman20]

I don't wanna kms
I don't wanna kms
I don't wanna kms

 

[snowman20]

I need to talk to my friends but they aren't online fuckkk they are never online when I need them

 

[Sink]

The meds might be fucking you up, stims and antidepressants is a nasty combo. That's why you probably feel worse now than usual.


I also hope you recover as soon as possible, it's sad you have to endure all of this if you ever feel like talking about your life feel free.

i can't really understand what is happening cuz i just feel empty and numb all the time, and i hate that cuz it takes the joy out of life.

It's weird because before i could tell what was making me feel a certain way but now it just feels simply empty, nothing more to it

 

[BigBallsLarry]

i can't really understand what is happening cuz i just feel empty and numb all the time, and i hate that cuz it takes the joy out of life.

It's weird because before i could tell what was making me feel a certain way but now it just feels simply empty, nothing more to it

That's how anti depressants work no? They tone down our feelings and thoughts. You dont feel sadness or have nihilistic thoughts but you just feel empty.

Combine that with stims and you just feel anxious and empty 24/7.. It really sucks.

 

[snowman20]

I wanna skip to the part where my life is how I want it to be or atleast see if it all works out in a few months

 

[mohamedabdaleem]

This post is a completelely free-speech, free-flow thread, meant as a diary and discussion space without ANY judgment, filters or structure.

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just saw a stacy today while taking the bus to get back home talking with her mtn boyfriend he's just 13cm taller than her and he isn't even muscular he's just normal and she's looking at him up with her high estrogen cute smile and listening to him yap about something and she is mindful while listening to him and I just couldn't help but look at her perfect gonial angle perfect mouth to nose ratio , wide hips and her big tits why would someone like him experience shit like this without having to do all of the shit im doing he just exists and get a loving feminine stacy while I had to get brutally bullied for my nuerodivergence and weird looks and my skinny fat narrow frame with my extreme forward shoulders and forward neck nerd posture and my purple eyeglasses my bullies would call me dexter from dexter's laboratory cartoon but I just have to wait 1 / 2 years for my final ascension till I get to htn and keep frauding my height to 180cm and gymmaxxing thank god I started injecting gh ik its late I won't be taller but at least I won't be short w small frame now atleast im 173 with wide clavicals
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[BigBallsLarry]

I wanna skip to the part where my life is how I want it to be or atleast see if it all works out in a few months

oh man how many times i think about this.. i wish i could time travel, life would be so much better.

 

[Sink]

That's how anti depressants work no? They tone down our feelings and thoughts. You dont feel sadness or have nihilistic thoughts but you just feel empty.

Combine that with stims and you just feel anxious and empty 24/7.. It really sucks.

Probably yeah, i haven't done that crazy research on what they do but that might be it, but at other times i still feel the type of things you feel with bpd, like anger or really deep sadness for no reason and it just goes up and down constantly for no reason at all, but i haven't felt that for a few days now which i'm glad about

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Probably yeah, i haven't done that crazy research on what they do but that might be it, but at other times i still feel the type of things you feel with bpd, like anger or really deep sadness for no reason and it just goes up and down constantly for no reason at all, but i haven't felt that for a few days now which i'm glad about

yeah, i cant explain it to you because no one truly knows how our brains and feelings function its all very complicated things.

 

[Sink]

I wanna skip to the part where my life is how I want it to be or atleast see if it all works out in a few months

honestly if things don't turn out good you can always just restart, i'm at a phase in my life where everything went to shit and i'm simply just went back to 0 and started over, starting that process is always the worst but when you get into it and finish up with it, it's like nothing bad ever happend, whatever it is you don't have to rope over it, time will pass by and you'll eventually forget about it if you don't let the one L ruin your life.

 

[snowman20]

fuck you I haven't cried like this in my entire life and it just cause i started listening to mhsic

 

[snowman20]

I'm literally shaking

 

[snowman20]

I'm such a pussy man fuck this

 

[snowman20]

honestly if things don't turn out good you can always just restart, i'm at a phase in my life where everything went to shit and i'm simply just went back to 0 and started over, starting that process is always the worst but when you get into it and finish up with it, it's like nothing bad ever happend, whatever it is you don't have to rope over it, time will pass by and you'll eventually forget about it if you don't let the one L ruin your life.

I won't kill myself but idk how I'm gonna get through this

 

[debonss]

Couldnt be worse than this

All bad things happened in once and none of those is my fault.

I just wanna kms, cant even find a thing that will cheer me up

 

[snowman20]

I have no one rn litreslly no one

 

[Sink]

Couldnt be worse than this

All bad things happened in once and none of those is my fault.

I just wanna kms, cant even find a thing that will cheer me up

i had the exact same thing where almost everything that happend to me wasn't even in my control, but i just had to restart because what else is there to do

 

[BigBallsLarry]

I just wanna kms, cant even find a thing that will cheer me up

I won't kill myself but idk how I'm gonna get through this

its a very very hard time for both of you right now, there isn't anything that me as a random anonymous forum user can say that will fix your life or make you turn everything around.

But what i will say, is that life has it's suprises. No matter how down and shit you're feeling right now, with time every puzzle will find its place.

I hope both of you find peace in one way or another, and i know it's not easy. you're ALWAYS welcome on this thread to vent about everything.

 

[debonss]

i had the exact same thing where almost everything that happend to me wasn't even in my control, but i just had to restart because what else is there to do

Yes restart is all it takes

But for me it probably will take some time to recover and restart all

 

[debonss]

its a very very hard time for both of you right now, there isn't anything that me as a random anonymous forum user can say that will fix your life or make you turn everything around.

But what i will say, is that life has it's suprises. No matter how down and shit you're feeling right now, with time every puzzle will find its place.

I hope both of you find peace in one way or another, and i know it's not easy. you're ALWAYS welcome on this thread to vent about everything.

Thank you man

 

[browncurrycel]

i need to get a life

and make an instagtam account to fraud nt

but i cant insta account without a good pfp

and i cant get a good pfp without having a life

but i cant get a life without having a decent instagram
brutal cycle

 

[snowman20]

my friends back by guys thanks for helping me out

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Thank you man

no problem, i have high hopes for you homie

just by you typing this i can tell that you're not willing to give up just yet

 

[Sink]

Yes restart is all it takes

But for me it probably will take some time to recover and restart all

It's important for you to take your time before going over everything again, with a fresh new mindset you can do anything

 

[BigBallsLarry]

and i cant get a good pfp without having a life

you can

 

[Sink]

my friends back by guys thanks for helping me out

hope everything goes well for you man, take care

 

[voqdtuglord]

This post is a completelely free-speech, free-flow thread, meant as a diary and discussion space without ANY judgment, filters or structure.

I want you - the user reading this - to write down exactly how YOU are feeling right now.

You don't have to sound smart, try to not be corny, or make any sense, JUST TYPE. Any input is appreciated and seen as a lot - venting, chatting, jokes, shizo ramblings - they're all welcome.

examples:
- how your day went
- what you're feeling, and why you're feeling it
- even one word that describes your mood is allowed.

Responses and discussions are invited and encouraged, and i myself will be reading and trying to respond to every single answer.

Everyone's allowed here, and it's a completely safe space without any expectations, just be human.

Bonesmashijg

 

[BigBallsLarry]

my friends back by guys thanks for helping me out

take care brocel

 

[BigBallsLarry]

@Arzenic pin?

 

[bp_1]

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I want you - the user reading this - to write down exactly how YOU are feeling right now.

You don't have to sound smart, try to not be corny, or make any sense, JUST TYPE. Any input is appreciated and seen as a lot - venting, chatting, jokes, shizo ramblings - they're all welcome.

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- how your day went
- what you're feeling, and why you're feeling it
- even one word that describes your mood is allowed.

Responses and discussions are invited and encouraged, and i myself will be reading and trying to respond to every single answer.

Everyone's allowed here, and it's a completely safe space without any expectations, just be human.

im running out of time and im sad because i dont understand how it all went wrong. my downfall is so insane. and im also sad that my left eyes muscle is weak and droopy for some reason.

im sad that im repulsive to everyone, everyone just doesnt want to do anything with me because of my face. they ignore me because i look ugly.

and im also depressed about the nature of women, how they dont care if someone is a serial killer, rapist, pedophile if hes just good looking.

it truly broke me.

 

[Arzenic]

@Arzenic pin?

Sure

 

[LTNUser]

Currently watching the ongoing game of India and Australia (Women's)
Aussies are batting and watching them play is an absolute treat to the eyes
Yet again they prove why they are India's biggest Kryptonite
Mirin their attitude and cricket

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Currently watching the ongoing game of India and Australia (Women's)
Aussies are batting and watching them play is an absolute treat to the eyes
Yet again they prove why they are India's biggest Kryptonite
Mirin their attitude and cricket

aussies and their cricket

 

[car12345]

Kinda neutral rn im sweating tho and my cowork, i hate work, 300iq thread

 

[LTNUser]

aussies and their cricket

On top just like their women

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Kinda neutral rn im sweating tho and my cowork, i hate work, 300iq thread

i hate all kinds of work aswell, i wish i could just LDAR

 

[BigBallsLarry]

On top just like their women

facts!

 

[existingandliving]

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Everyone's allowed here, and it's a completely safe space without any expectations, just be human.

horny I wanna fuck someone.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

horny I wanna fuck someone.

hit up @Orka

 

[LTNUser]

hit up @Orka

Why is he inactive though?

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Why is he inactive though?

self banned

 

[redeemthecard]

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- what you're feeling, and why you're feeling it
- even one word that describes your mood is allowed.

Responses and discussions are invited and encouraged, and i myself will be reading and trying to respond to every single answer.

Everyone's allowed here, and it's a completely safe space without any expectations, just be human.

hungry and ugly

 

[Densen]

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I want you - the user reading this - to write down exactly how YOU are feeling right now.

You don't have to sound smart, try to not be corny, or make any sense, JUST TYPE. Any input is appreciated and seen as a lot - venting, chatting, jokes, shizo ramblings - they're all welcome.

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Responses and discussions are invited and encouraged, and i myself will be reading and trying to respond to every single answer.

Everyone's allowed here, and it's a completely safe space without any expectations, just be human.

I want to take shit

 

[BigBallsLarry]

hungry and ugly

eat something good bhai