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I have an upcoming seminar sort of thing I'll be hosting with some grant money that this artist I'm working with was able to secure, but it just feels insignificant, it will be cool, and I hope it can open up some connections, but part of me thinks that will be it. Modelling would be ideal, I am thinking about applying for an agency in a nearby city once I get a car, but I don't think that will go anywhere either. I am handsome by no means but I think my looks are potentially abnormal enough to maybe work. I just want greatness and I want it to come easy tbh. Luckpill.
 
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Get a degree and remote work so I can move to a country with good prostitutes and also potential to get unpaid experiences post surgery
 
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i have nothing to look forward to
 
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I have literally spent like 8 hours of the past 24 hours scrolling Kelly Mittendorf's 17 thousand post tumblr, makes me feel insignificant and imperfect. Probably shouldn't be doing that, but I have nothing to do because I am sick.
 
Basically just my LTR. Can't think of much else that makes me happy or life worth living
 
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Basically just my LTR. Can't think of much else that makes me happy or life worth living
Partnership is ideal, but it seems so unrealistic for me I just don't really think about it. I had 2 GFs in school, but it was just shallow and I felt nothing. Most realistically I'd LTR a man because I don't trust women. I have 3 close friends at least, but I still feel there is a barrier/difference to some degree, as I'm mildly autistic and they're NT.
 
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Partnership is ideal, but it seems so unrealistic for me I just don't really think about it. I had 2 GFs in school, but it was just shallow and I felt nothing. Most realistically I'd LTR a man because I don't trust women. I have 3 close friends at least, but I still feel there is a barrier/difference to some degree, as I'm mildly autistic and they're NT.
Interesting being a diagnosed autist iirc yet having friends and GFs. Im also diagnosed . Goes to show autism doesn't always have to be the excuse
 
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Interesting being a diagnosed autist iirc yet having friends and GFs. Im also diagnosed . Goes to show autism doesn't always have to be the excuse
I mean it just depends. In terms of friends, I just got incredibly lucky, and the GF thing was just being MTN and chance I guess. There is no way I could go out and make an actual friend, I find most people IRL to be awful, and I could not get a GF if I tried.
 
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I mean it just depends. In terms of friends, I just got incredibly lucky, and the GF thing was just being MTN and chance I guess. There is no way I could go out and make an actual friend, I find most people IRL to be awful, and I could not get a GF if I tried.
How'd you make the friends you have? I have only IRL friend who's as weird as I am
 
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Basically just my LTR. Can't think of much else that makes me happy or life worth living
I assume someone has already asked you this on here, but do you think you're a "forced" homosexual due to poor genes?
 
How'd you make the friends you have? I have only IRL friend who's as weird as I am
One I knew because we became very good friends when I first moved to the town I live in now, basically just grandfathered in to being like me due to exposure. Other two were already friends and I suppose kept to themselves in a similar way, my first friend though is the only reason we ended up being friends with them, because he was assertive about it in HS, but we're graduated now.
 
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I assume someone has already asked you this on here, but do you think you're a "forced" homosexual due to poor genes?
I don't think so no and I don't think that's a thing because I knew since I was about 9 and that's the case for most gay people. Whether you turn out chad or an incel is up to other factors but I don't really think people have much control over it. From everyone I've seen and what I've read that seems to be the case
 
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I don't think so no and I don't think that's a thing because I knew since I was about 9 and that's the case for most gay people. Whether you turn out chad or an incel is up to other factors but I don't really think people have much control over it. From everyone I've seen and what I've read that seems to be the case
It's 100% a thing these days especially where a guy is incapable of finding a female partner and settles for a male. But I do agree that they have no control, it's due to genetic determinism but I believe it more so has to do with the body than the brain (bad genes=can't attract female=desperation). But yes it can also happen because of brain too
 
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I'd like to get a drivers license and a car to live out of.
 
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It's 100% a thing these days especially where a guy is incapable of finding a female partner and settles for a male. But I do agree that they have no control, it's due to genetic determinism but I believe it more so has to do with the body than the brain (bad genes=can't attract female=desperation). But yes it can also happen because of brain too
You can probably find instances for sure but generally anecdotally that's not the general trend. Ultimately it might come down to ad hoc reasoning. You could argue people develop higher IQ or musical talent to cope with subhumanity and point to a few examples but when you understand how musical ability or IQ works that argument doesn't up. Imo its a similar case of extreme rationalism which PSLers fall into
 
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You can probably find instances for sure but generally anecdotally that's not the general trend. Ultimately it might come down to ad hoc reasoning. You could argue people develop higher IQ or musical talent to cope with subhumanity and point to a few examples but when you understand how musical ability or IQ works that argument doesn't up. Imo its a similar case of extreme rationalism which PSLers fall into
What level of musical skill are you referring to? Most people that become "skilled" at music have average genetics, very few that are in the top percentile it would be due to genetics. Similarly for very few it will be due to brain chemistry regarding them being homosexual Anecdotally most gays I see are ugly despite looksmaxxing being normalized among them
 
to find the one piece
 
Get a degree and remote work so I can move to a country with good prostitutes and also potential to get unpaid experiences post surgery
Yhup this is basically me sans the prostitute part. good luck 🤝🏾🫡
 
What level of musical skill are you referring to? Most people that become "skilled" at music have average genetics, very few that are in the top percentile it would be due to genetics. Similarly for very few it will be due to brain chemistry regarding them being homosexual Anecdotally most gays I see are ugly despite looksmaxxing being normalized among them
Most people in general are subhuman by psl standards

It's always brain chemistry but when you use A term like brain chemistry it's very broad. Taxi drivers have different brain chemistry that allows them to do their job better but that's clearly trained like a muscle. Meth heads also have different brain chemistry

You could walk into a room full of STEM people and say, yeah i see they're subhuman therefore IQ is caused subhumans coping. However if you actually understand how a complex trait like intelligence works(which we barely do) obviously that explanation makes no sense. Is it brain chemistry in that case? Yes but its due to a confluence of environmental and hereditary factors that can't really be simplified into "because subhumanity". That's really the case here and I think most who have done extensive research would agree
 
Most people in general are subhuman by psl standards

It's always brain chemistry but when you use A term like brain chemistry it's very broad. Taxi drivers have different brain chemistry that allows them to do their job better but that's clearly trained like a muscle. Meth heads also have different brain chemistry

You could walk into a room full of STEM people and say, yeah i see they're subhuman therefore IQ is caused subhumans coping. However if you actually understand how a complex trait like intelligence works(which we barely do) obviously that explanation makes no sense. Is it brain chemistry in that case? Yes but its due to a confluence of environmental and hereditary factors that can't really be simplified into "because subhumanity". That's really the case here and I think most who have done extensive research would agree
The average is 5/10 Im not talking about this from a psl perspective. And also for the STEM argument most people are not developing any cutting edge technology, I would say most people in STEM arent significantly above average iq. People in STEM have a reputation for being ugly. I'll stop derailing this thread now though
 
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The average is 5/10 Im not talking about this from a psl perspective. And also for the STEM argument most people are not developing any cutting edge technology, I would not say most people in STEM are significantly above average iq. People in STEM have a reputation for being ugly, unhygienic etc
You don't think most people in STEM are above average IQ? The average person is pretty much a moron. They're not world changing geniuses but it definitely takes decent IQ to do what they do.

When you spend alot of time online your perception skews. According to people here I'm a deformed extreme subhuman like blops2cel and people here think the average height is 6'2 and you're a mumbai poster if you say otherwise
 
I don't think so no and I don't think that's a thing because I knew since I was about 9 and that's the case for most gay people. Whether you turn out chad or an incel is up to other factors but I don't really think people have much control over it. From everyone I've seen and what I've read that seems to be the case

I been attracted to little girls and grown women exclusively since I was 5. Would masturbate to bikini commercials and Baywatch since I was 8.
 
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I been attracted to little girls and grown women exclusively since I was 5. Would masturbate to bikini commercials and Baywatch since I was 8.
That's men in general realize very early what they're into gay or straight
 
I bother bc I’ve never actually lived my life.
 
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my only real goal right now is to status max and improve physical appearance solely to have a shot with sofia carson. doesn’t matter that she’s 13 years older than me (😂), she’s my dream woman (besides all the feminism bullshit and not being able to cook) she’s talented, she can sing, she’s beautiful, and got hella money. a lot of women like this to be honest but no one makes me react the way i do when i see her. i’ll approach her at a meet and greet or something in 2-4 years when i’m done with this process and hopefully she doesn’t have a boyfriend.
 
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my only real goal right now is to status max and improve physical appearance solely to have a shot with sofia carson. doesn’t matter that she’s 13 years older than me (😂), she’s my dream woman (besides all the feminism bullshit and not being able to cook) she’s talented, she can sing, she’s beautiful, and got hella money. a lot of women like this to be honest but no one makes me react the way i do when i see her. i’ll approach her at a meet and greet or something in 2-4 years when i’m done with this process and hopefully she doesn’t have a boyfriend.
When I see she got killed by her stalker on the news I'll know who did it
 
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genuinely though, i’m starting to think i’ve got a mental issue because i’ve been obsessed with her for over a month.


when i made that thread i could count on one hand the amount of seconds i didn’t think about her that week. it’s gotten better overtime but i’ve got no idea what to do.
 
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Get a degree and remote work so I can move to a country with good prostitutes and also potential to get unpaid experiences post surgery
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