What comes next?

[Excelatory]

Ever since I was a kid I kept waiting for the right moment. When I was 13, I waited to have muscle, then, acne. Waited for a clear face. Waited for high-school, waited for perfection constantly. I feel like I'm at a point where I can't keep waiting, where nothing will get better. I have ascended quite well I'd say, I'm on a good trajectory financially and academically but... I still feel like I'm waiting for something.

When does this emptiness go away or get filled, when do you feel it's enough, when do you feel it's right to stop, when do you feel it's okay to settle.
Because at the rate I'm going, I will not ever be fulfilled or content with myself. I'll wait for marriage, then kids, then 6-figures, then for retirement.

I think that I may be mentally Ill or something bro.

 

[cargo70]

Takes a while to find what actually fulfills you.

 

[vyyavka]

bp hurts wallahi bro
black pile
Marlon why did you do this

 

[Excelatory]

bp hurts wallahi bro
black pile
Marlon why did you do this

wtf does this have to do with BP. half the niggas here are red pilled and dont know it anyway.