what could help me be more productive

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was thinking abt semax and asking a doctor to prescribe me adrenal but the downsides just not worth it I struggle a lot with getting things done I got adhd I lowk use it as an excuse to not go to school but its been months now and I really need to go to school but every time I wake up early in time n get ready I lose all motivation to go I start to feel insecure about the way I look I feel depressed I feel like shit I lose all motivation to go n just stay home so if you guys know what might help please lmk