Jesus_ist_König
ppl are happier when I'm not around
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I cant break the fucking cycle.
1. They dont wanna talk to me due to my impulsiveness and the insults I do (I get blocked)
2. When they talk to me then I get so fucking attached that it makes me unproductive on a different retard level (I block for the sake of my well being)
I dont know how to make the loneliness go awayyyyyyyyy ruaagghhhhhhhh I want to be alone but not lonely. And no hobbies dont help. I should pray to God or make my imaginary friend more real (i kinda ghosted my imaginary friend. It seems boring and not real but yeah i can start again)
I just get so attached and then I get nervous when the person doesnt repsond for 10 seconds, it makes me suffer i dont know how to control it but that loneliness is so boring it drives me crazy, as same as the lazy person i become when i get attached (i always get attached).
Any tips?
1. They dont wanna talk to me due to my impulsiveness and the insults I do (I get blocked)
2. When they talk to me then I get so fucking attached that it makes me unproductive on a different retard level (I block for the sake of my well being)
I dont know how to make the loneliness go awayyyyyyyyy ruaagghhhhhhhh I want to be alone but not lonely. And no hobbies dont help. I should pray to God or make my imaginary friend more real (i kinda ghosted my imaginary friend. It seems boring and not real but yeah i can start again)
I just get so attached and then I get nervous when the person doesnt repsond for 10 seconds, it makes me suffer i dont know how to control it but that loneliness is so boring it drives me crazy, as same as the lazy person i become when i get attached (i always get attached).
Any tips?
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