what do i do with my life

[Frizbreeze]

Genuinely sometimes i'm just sitting in my room, looking back at the days where I was actually happy, and I think "is this all really worth it? Is it worth the thousands of minutes i've spent under constant envy that I'll never be the perfect man and no one will truly love me for me" My motivation is so low now a days, and I'm so exhausted with everything in my life. It doesn't help that I might be schizophrenic too, and I genuinely just don't know what to do with my life anymore. The hallucinations are getting worse day by day, and honestly I'm starting to feed into what they say; I mean what else is there for me to do?
Starting to feel like everything is cope, and this depressing life was determined from the get go.

 

[HundredManSlayer]

been feeling that a lot too recently

i have no answer for you

 

[Frizbreeze]

been feeling that a lot too recently

i have no answer for you

doesn't help at all when i go onto tiktok or social media and see the sheer amount of people that claim that they've "ascended" when literally they had good base and just grew up. Can't take this life anymore, would rather die and not live at all, than live a life where i'm ashamed for being me everyday.

 

[Glorious King]

I'd say sucking a dick would solve all your issues

 

[HundredManSlayer]

doesn't help at all when i go onto tiktok or social media and see the sheer amount of people that claim that they've "ascended" when literally they had good base and just grew up. Can't take this life anymore, would rather die and not live at all, than live a life where i'm ashamed for being me everyday.

pretty much everything important in life is predetermined, that’s why it’s so important. it’s valuable because it cannot be gained though hard work or discipline.

i get that it’s hard, shi ive been wanting to rope lately but just hang around and wait for something cool to happen i guess

 

[Frizbreeze]

I'd say sucking a dick would solve all your issues

 

[Frizbreeze]

pretty much everything important in life is predetermined, that’s why it’s so important. it’s valuable because it cannot be gained though hard work or discipline.

i get that it’s hard, shi ive been wanting to rope lately but just hang around and wait for something cool to happen i guess

yeah don't see a point in working hard no more, shits futile anyways

 

[HundredManSlayer]

yeah don't see a point in working hard no more, shits futile anyways

only things worth working hard for are gym and money, that’s it

anything else is a waste of time. everything is futile even for chads. we all end up rotting in the ground, that’s the silver lining

 

[Frizbreeze]

only things worth working hard for are gym and money, that’s it

anything else is a waste of time. everything is futile even for chads. we all end up rotting in the ground, that’s the silver lining

yeah honestly that's all my life has come to. Money, gym and maybe talking to a bitch here and there. But honestly ion even like talking to bitches anymore, they're all just horny and wanna fuck, nothing real, and I just want something real, but that's never gna happen cs I'm neither tall nor CL

 

[HundredManSlayer]

yeah honestly that's all my life has come to. Money, gym and maybe talking to a bitch here and there. But honestly ion even like talking to bitches anymore, they're all just horny and wanna fuck, nothing real, and I just want something real, but that's never gna happen cs I'm neither tall nor CL

it doesn’t happen for tall guys or CL either, love does not exist at least not in the conventional sense.

 

[Frizbreeze]

and you might be right, but atleast they get the feeling of it more than I ever will

 

[its_so_overr]

Im living the exact same life These hallucinations are horrible I can’t even trust my own vision anymore