What do I do

[bimaxenjoyer]

I use too be some insecure boy but now I sorta fell out of it and I've just been talking too women but all that time spent worrying everything I did wrong it makes it hard too find a connection with them but I just fuck or get my dick sucked but ever since I stopped posting threads I've been stealing out of cars and I'm gonna steal one tonight but it's for the money too help me but I feel like I lost myself and maybe just being insecure was the best for me and idk what too do anymore just forget it all and be with girls or continue my Ascension I struggle too do both either go down a depression spiral and ruin myself or give up on it all