What do I think of myself

[coolguyjames]

I don't have body dismorphia. But I think sometimes I have terrible genetics. Especially when my hair looks like shit and I'm all tired and not confident at all. The little uglier I get for example when my hair gets a little messier at school all girls start ignoring me again. And I hate it so much. I was just about to do curls again at the barber but I got sick. Anyways. I don't like coping or telling how sad or miserable my life is, because it isn't. I enjoy my life. Even if I got a lot of terrible situations in my life I still don't care. It never really effected me. I just have experience in it and it can't really hurt me, and you know when I realized that? I think last year or something like that, you know I'm a freshman already so new girls and they called me pretty much everything and they are trying so hard to break me it's actually so stupid. I am aware what they are saying and it's stupid because I know it doesn't affect me but I just don't know the hatred. Yes I'm confident in my looks but I never really fraud when I enter classroom or anything. I hate the fraud thing like squinting ya get me. So the point is I don't hate how I look I never did but I want to look better, I just don't want to be a crazy guy obsessed with looks. Today pretty much everyone larps. I hate larping because sometimes it's so obvious.

 

[coolguyjames]

I don't have body dismorphia. But I think sometimes I have terrible genetics. Especially when my hair looks like shit and I'm all tired and not confident at all. The little uglier I get for example when my hair gets a little messier at school all girls start ignoring me again. And I hate it so much. I was just about to do curls again at the barber but I got sick. Anyways. I don't like coping or telling how sad or miserable my life is, because it isn't. I enjoy my life. Even if I got a lot of terrible situations in my life I still don't care. It never really effected me. I just have experience in it and it can't really hurt me, and you know when I realized that? I think last year or something like that, you know I'm a freshman already so new girls and they called me pretty much everything and they are trying so hard to break me it's actually so stupid. I am aware what they are saying and it's stupid because I know it doesn't affect me but I just don't know the hatred. Yes I'm confident in my looks but I never really fraud when I enter classroom or anything. I hate the fraud thing like squinting ya get me. So the point is I don't hate how I look I never did but I want to look better, I just don't want to be a crazy guy obsessed with looks. Today pretty much everyone larps. I hate larping because sometimes it's so obvious.

Just realized I said I sometimes think of having bad genetics but I started taking about bad hair days lol. Sorry for that.