What do I to help with my trypanophobia and GAD

[shmool]

Im 15.75, 16 in may
Tanner stage 3
Bone age ~14.25
5'7.5 120lbs
I want to start pinning soon, parents are fine with HGH, trying to get a prescription cuz I'm short, might go to a 3 world country and bribe doctor (dad is fine with this ).I will have to be taking multiple blood test, before during and after. And additionally, obviously I will be pinning hgh (prob everyday).
I have a major phobia as in title. What can I do. I already take anti-anxiety meds (and ADHD meds but not relevant)

 

[lalalanotlistening]

the only way to get over it is to just do it. i dont think theres any stress relieving needles you can practice with