FailedNormieManlet
NTmaxxed pajeet
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Ever since I started working my job, I now feel weird. I feel directionless and don't understand what normal people actually do. Do people really just come back home from work, watch netflix, go to sleep and then do nothing else? What about on the weekends, do they really just see their friends and nothing else? What do people do in the long term then? Just earn more money? But for what? Just so they can buy more expensive/better things? BUT THEY ARE STILL LIVING THE SAME LIVES, STILL BEING ENSLAVED BY THEIR JOB, STILL IN THE SAME POSITION IN SOCIETY, EVERYTHING IS THE SAME. NOTHING EVER CHANGES.
The only reason I've not went crazy is because I have told myself I am applying to med school (I honestly don't know why I want to do it now, it's just a goal I made up so I feel like I'm making some progress). The amount of freedom I have now, I feel awful. Someone is above me, my boss controls a lot of my life and subsequently my ability to do things such as pay for bills. Right now I don't pay rent or any bills, so I still feel carefree.
I am honestly lost at the moment. This whole looksmaxxing thing? It's just a thing we've all adopted because we lack any real meaning in our lives, we have no real goals, we have no real ambitions apart from "fuck girls", and beyond that there is nothing. To accomplish such a primitive goal we create convoluted philosophies and ideologies such as being "redpilled" or being "blackpilled". Even if we had our needs met and "fucked girls" we'd still feel just as depressed.
I want my freedom back. I want power. I want the ability to do what I want without worrying. It's over
The only reason I've not went crazy is because I have told myself I am applying to med school (I honestly don't know why I want to do it now, it's just a goal I made up so I feel like I'm making some progress). The amount of freedom I have now, I feel awful. Someone is above me, my boss controls a lot of my life and subsequently my ability to do things such as pay for bills. Right now I don't pay rent or any bills, so I still feel carefree.
I am honestly lost at the moment. This whole looksmaxxing thing? It's just a thing we've all adopted because we lack any real meaning in our lives, we have no real goals, we have no real ambitions apart from "fuck girls", and beyond that there is nothing. To accomplish such a primitive goal we create convoluted philosophies and ideologies such as being "redpilled" or being "blackpilled". Even if we had our needs met and "fucked girls" we'd still feel just as depressed.
I want my freedom back. I want power. I want the ability to do what I want without worrying. It's over