What do people see in me?

[yoparei]

i get lots of compliments everywhere i go, i know that sounds like a fantasy but its true, every girlfriend or hookup ive had was from when they approached me, im tall maybe 6ft3 edging 6ft4 and relatively thin but im only 15 yet so we'll see. i get lots of compliments about how i look, if its backhanded or not, its almost everyday and it makes me so egoistical, i don't know what they see in me because i js might be the most insecure person on earth, i don't even know what i look like since i stopped looking in mirrors esp in cameras, cameras are so fucked yk. they made my eyes look downswung and i don't even have downswung eyes at all, i have bit of a positive canthal tilt. the only remnants of myself i can remember is when i was about 10 feet from a truck window and i saw my reflection and i actually look really good, an extremely masculine looking man with a very wide face and i use the word “very„ lightly & about the biggest jaw ive ever seen on a man, but since then ive forgot what i looked like because upon seeing myself i would js think about it everyday to make me happy and say "i'll keep going because of this" and i thought about that memory too much whilst thinking about other things and ive lost it, some remnants of myself in mirrors that i accidentally look at made me look very ugly & different to what i saw, well i looked away after a nanosecond lmao so i know what i saw but i don't know what i saw. i feel like im in the truman show tbh. its almost a win / loss situation, ppl sit beside me when there's a whole other front row of seats, i don't even look friendly lmao ppl tell me i look scary. who knows man, who knows

 

[Economical]

the larp is actually crazy

 

[St.TikTokcel]

i get lots of compliments everywhere i go, i know that sounds like a fantasy but its true, every girlfriend or hookup ive had was from when they approached me, im tall maybe 6ft3 edging 6ft4 and relatively thin but im only 15 yet so we'll see. i get lots of compliments about how i look, if its backhanded or not, its almost everyday and it makes me so egoistical, i don't know what they see in me because i js might be the most insecure person on earth, i don't even know what i look like since i stopped looking in mirrors esp in cameras, cameras are so fucked yk. they made my eyes look downswung and i don't even have downswung eyes at all, i have bit of a positive canthal tilt. the only remnants of myself i can remember is when i was about 10 feet from a truck window and i saw my reflection and i actually look really good, an extremely masculine looking man with a very wide face and i use the word “very„ lightly & about the biggest jaw ive ever seen on a man, but since then ive forgot what i looked like because upon seeing myself i would js think about it everyday to make me happy and say "i'll keep going because of this" and i thought about that memory too much whilst thinking about other things and ive lost it, some remnants of myself in mirrors that i accidentally look at made me look very ugly & different to what i saw, well i looked away after a nanosecond lmao so i know what i saw but i don't know what i saw. i feel like im in the truman show tbh. its almost a win / loss situation, ppl sit beside me when there's a whole other front row of seats, i don't even look friendly lmao ppl tell me i look scary. who knows man, who knows

And the first thing you do is post this on LGBTQ+ board. Ok, buddy.

 

[Deleted member 21766]

I will never read a greycels wall of text

 

[yoparei]

And the first thing you do is post this on LGBTQ+ board. Ok, buddy.

Huh

 

[Deleted member 21735]

i get lots of compliments everywhere i go, i know that sounds like a fantasy but its true, every girlfriend or hookup ive had was from when they approached me, im tall maybe 6ft3 edging 6ft4 and relatively t

i hate you.....

 

[yoparei]

i hate you.....

for what, if im attractive or unnattractive i'll never be happy with the way i look, thats js me, ive struggled with extreme insecurity since i was 7 & i use to hit myself cause i thought i was ugly

 

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i get lots of compliments everywhere i go, i know that sounds like a fantasy but its true, every girlfriend or hookup ive had was from when they approached me, im tall maybe 6ft3 edging 6ft4 and relatively thin but im only 15 yet so we'll see. i get lots of compliments about how i look, if its backhanded or not, its almost everyday and it makes me so egoistical, i don't know what they see in me because i js might be the most insecure person on earth, i don't even know what i look like since i stopped looking in mirrors esp in cameras, cameras are so fucked yk. they made my eyes look downswung and i don't even have downswung eyes at all, i have bit of a positive canthal tilt. the only remnants of myself i can remember is when i was about 10 feet from a truck window and i saw my reflection and i actually look really good, an extremely masculine looking man with a very wide face and i use the word “very„ lightly & about the biggest jaw ive ever seen on a man, but since then ive forgot what i looked like because upon seeing myself i would js think about it everyday to make me happy and say "i'll keep going because of this" and i thought about that memory too much whilst thinking about other things and ive lost it, some remnants of myself in mirrors that i accidentally look at made me look very ugly & different to what i saw, well i looked away after a nanosecond lmao so i know what i saw but i don't know what i saw. i feel like im in the truman show tbh. its almost a win / loss situation, ppl sit beside me when there's a whole other front row of seats, i don't even look friendly lmao ppl tell me i look scary. who knows man, who knows

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i get lots of compliments everywhere i go, i know that sounds like a fantasy but its true, every girlfriend or hookup ive had was from when they approached me, im tall maybe 6ft3 edging 6ft4 and relatively thin but im only 15 yet so we'll see. i get lots of compliments about how i look, if its backhanded or not, its almost everyday and it makes me so egoistical, i don't know what they see in me because i js might be the most insecure person on earth, i don't even know what i look like since i stopped looking in mirrors esp in cameras, cameras are so fucked yk. they made my eyes look downswung and i don't even have downswung eyes at all, i have bit of a positive canthal tilt. the only remnants of myself i can remember is when i was about 10 feet from a truck window and i saw my reflection and i actually look really good, an extremely masculine looking man with a very wide face and i use the word “very„ lightly & about the biggest jaw ive ever seen on a man, but since then ive forgot what i looked like because upon seeing myself i would js think about it everyday to make me happy and say "i'll keep going because of this" and i thought about that memory too much whilst thinking about other things and ive lost it, some remnants of myself in mirrors that i accidentally look at made me look very ugly & different to what i saw, well i looked away after a nanosecond lmao so i know what i saw but i don't know what i saw. i feel like im in the truman show tbh. its almost a win / loss situation, ppl sit beside me when there's a whole other front row of seats, i don't even look friendly lmao ppl tell me i look scary. who knows man, who knows

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[Geoff2024]

i hate you.....

He is a larping retard.

 

[yoparei]

He is a larping retard.

thats mean lol, also im not larping. say what ya wanna say

 

[Geoff2024]

thats mean lol, also im not larping. say what ya wanna say

So what do you want from this forum, cuz no way you are looking for sympathy for your silly muhhh insecure self.

 

[yoparei]

So what do you want from this forum, cuz no way you are looking for sympathy for your silly muhhh insecure self.

i put vent for a reason; i js wanna get it out there, thats the textbook definition of venting

 

[bloomercel]

im tall maybe 6ft3 edging 6ft4

Ignored.

 

[yoparei]

Ignored.

i do think height softens approachability, yeah. but you don't see women coming up to every tall dude ever, and i get compliments for the way i look not my stature. i also think a lot of tall men look ugly anyways, like you have to nerf something lmfao. but i think i got spared cause my parents are 5ft8 & 5ft4 lol

 

[yoparei]

i do think height softens approachability, yeah. but you don't see women coming up to every tall dude ever, and i get compliments for the way i look not my stature. i also think a lot of tall men look ugly anyways, like you have to nerf something lmfao. but i think i got spared cause my parents are 5ft8 & 5ft4 lol

not saying i look attractive cause idfk what i look like but based on what ppl say ig. ppl's standards nowadays js fucking suck tho.

 

[Geoff2024]

i put vent for a reason; i js wanna get it out there, thats the textbook definition of venting

So you slay and you want us to feel bad for you

 

[yoparei]

So you slay and you want us to feel bad for you

some women would rather fuck a dog over their bf lmfao, its not hard nowadays. ppl's standards suck

 

[budgie]

i get lots of compliments everywhere i go, i know that sounds like a fantasy but its true, every girlfriend or hookup ive had was from when they approached me, im tall maybe 6ft3 edging 6ft4 and relatively thin but im only 15 yet so we'll see. i get lots of compliments about how i look, if its backhanded or not, its almost everyday and it makes me so egoistical, i don't know what they see in me because i js might be the most insecure person on earth, i don't even know what i look like since i stopped looking in mirrors esp in cameras, cameras are so fucked yk. they made my eyes look downswung and i don't even have downswung eyes at all, i have bit of a positive canthal tilt. the only remnants of myself i can remember is when i was about 10 feet from a truck window and i saw my reflection and i actually look really good, an extremely masculine looking man with a very wide face and i use the word “very„ lightly & about the biggest jaw ive ever seen on a man, but since then ive forgot what i looked like because upon seeing myself i would js think about it everyday to make me happy and say "i'll keep going because of this" and i thought about that memory too much whilst thinking about other things and ive lost it, some remnants of myself in mirrors that i accidentally look at made me look very ugly & different to what i saw, well i looked away after a nanosecond lmao so i know what i saw but i don't know what i saw. i feel like im in the truman show tbh. its almost a win / loss situation, ppl sit beside me when there's a whole other front row of seats, i don't even look friendly lmao ppl tell me i look scary. who knows man, who knows

did you have a lobotomy?

 

[yoparei]

did you have a lobotomy?

whats wrong with what i said? i want your opinion