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honestly rlly grateful, id rather be blackpilled at 12 than receive 10mill at 12. blackpill has benefitted me immensely mentally i feel also, ive been granted perspective i feel very few will relate to, like im literally not there anymore, i simply dont care at this point, im numb to everything and rarely feel pleasure, but pain also. the only thing that keeps me going is the possibility of experiencing true love after ascending. thats the only thing i feel is worthwhile and the meaning of my life. leaving impact for npcs you dont even like, material possession like house, car etc, none of this matters to me. i care only for the moment, the present. quality>quantity. god, if youre hearing this, ill literally gladly give 50yrs of my life away to experience true love, idc if i die at 23. only true love matters in this world and trumps everything else.
maybe the price to pay of this info was the brutal truth of reality, coming to terms with the abandonment of god. every religion assumes god as a loving etc figure, not many have considered the possibility that god perhaps doesent give a shit about us
im the second guy in this image
maybe the price to pay of this info was the brutal truth of reality, coming to terms with the abandonment of god. every religion assumes god as a loving etc figure, not many have considered the possibility that god perhaps doesent give a shit about us
im the second guy in this image
