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i don’t think i’ve seen @Alexanderr post anything for all of 2026 or made and announcements
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do whatever is best for you bhaiYes, I’m pretty much off the grid this year.
Not so much me not being here as me not being on the internet at all.
I’ll have to consider retirement since I could be back more regularly but the question’s whether I’d even want to.
It’s one thing to spend hours here during your teens but I’ll be 23 this year.
It’s not set yet— I’m very much still interested in looksmaxing but questioning whether my current role is best for me or the community.
Doesn’t mean I’ll leave, I doubt I could (totally), but I’d probably want to just organize some things like the yearly surveys and other incidental stuff.
I’ll think about it.
AuraYes, I’m pretty much off the grid this year.
Not so much me not being here as me not being on the internet at all.
I’ll have to consider retirement since I could be back more regularly but the question’s whether I’d even want to.
It’s one thing to spend hours here during your teens but I’ll be 23 this year.
It’s not set yet— I’m very much still interested in looksmaxing but questioning whether my current role is best for me or the community.
Doesn’t mean I’ll leave, I doubt I could (totally), but I’d probably want to just organize some things like the yearly surveys and other incidental stuff.
I’ll think about it.
YeaYes, I’m pretty much off the grid this year.
Not so much me not being here as me not being on the internet at all.
I’ll have to consider retirement since I could be back more regularly but the question’s whether I’d even want to.
It’s one thing to spend hours here during your teens but I’ll be 23 this year.
It’s not set yet— I’m very much still interested in looksmaxing but questioning whether my current role is best for me or the community.
Doesn’t mean I’ll leave, I doubt I could (totally), but I’d probably want to just organize some things like the yearly surveys and other incidental stuff.
I’ll think about it.

geef me admin of modirator als je weg gaatYes, I’m pretty much off the grid this year.
Not so much me not being here as me not being on the internet at all.
I’ll have to consider retirement since I could be back more regularly but the question’s whether I’d even want to.
It’s one thing to spend hours here during your teens but I’ll be 23 this year.
It’s not set yet— I’m very much still interested in looksmaxing but questioning whether my current role is best for me or the community.
Doesn’t mean I’ll leave, I doubt I could (totally), but I’d probably want to just organize some things like the yearly surveys and other incidental stuff.
I’ll think about it.
Oh yes, those threads I enjoyed writing.do whatever is best for you bhai
it makes sense to want to move in more in life especially after graduation etc.
it was cool to see all of your threads, they were definitely the most theoretical and well researched
@MasterYes, I’m pretty much off the grid this year.
Not so much me not being here as me not being on the internet at all.
I’ll have to consider retirement since I could be back more regularly but the question’s whether I’d even want to.
It’s one thing to spend hours here during your teens but I’ll be 23 this year.
It’s not set yet— I’m very much still interested in looksmaxing but questioning whether my current role is best for me or the community.
Doesn’t mean I’ll leave, I doubt I could (totally), but I’d probably want to just organize some things like the yearly surveys and other incidental stuff.
I’ll think about it.
Can you talk about your involvement with the CIA and the FBI?Oh yes, those threads I enjoyed writing.
I’ll probably keep writing those whenever some inspiration strikes. I re-read them from time to time.
It’s nice seeing something you put some time into exist and maybe even help people.
Like a carpenter who’s proud of some nice dinner table he’s made, but instead of my clients being a loving family moving in— it’s autistic teenagers on an obscure forum.
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Are you a Mossad agent ??Oh yes, those threads I enjoyed writing.
I’ll probably keep writing those whenever some inspiration strikes. I re-read them from time to time.
It’s nice seeing something you put some time into exist and maybe even help people.
Like a carpenter who’s proud of some nice dinner table he’s made, but instead of my clients being a loving family moving in— it’s autistic teenagers on an obscure forum.
![]()

Who are your top 5 users who have made the biggest impression on you?Oh yes, those threads I enjoyed writing.
I’ll probably keep writing those whenever some inspiration strikes. I re-read them from time to time.
It’s nice seeing something you put some time into exist and maybe even help people.
Like a carpenter who’s proud of some nice dinner table he’s made, but instead of my clients being a loving family moving in— it’s autistic teenagers on an obscure forum.
![]()
Are you and Master millionaires?Oh yes, those threads I enjoyed writing.
I’ll probably keep writing those whenever some inspiration strikes. I re-read them from time to time.
It’s nice seeing something you put some time into exist and maybe even help people.
Like a carpenter who’s proud of some nice dinner table he’s made, but instead of my clients being a loving family moving in— it’s autistic teenagers on an obscure forum.
![]()
How long have you been working for Mossad?Oh yes, those threads I enjoyed writing.
I’ll probably keep writing those whenever some inspiration strikes. I re-read them from time to time.
It’s nice seeing something you put some time into exist and maybe even help people.
Like a carpenter who’s proud of some nice dinner table he’s made, but instead of my clients being a loving family moving in— it’s autistic teenagers on an obscure forum.
![]()

I wish I recalled them all by name.Who are your top 5 users who have made the biggest impression on you?
Why this Avi , alain delon??
What is your current political ideology?
What do you hate about the forum?
Are you a mossad agent ?
Good luck OP. True pain is watching your once NW0 hairline gradually recede further and further back into nothingness day after day. Torture. Absolute torture.
Thank you for taking the time to reply and for having answered sincerelyI wish I recalled them all by name.
Likely, @Cope, @Extra Chromosome, @Seth Walsh, @Ritalincel and who else? Honestly, it's hard to say, the ones mentioned just come to mind most clearly, but very well could be that others influenced me just as much or more.
@Cope, introduced me to vorinostat (if I recall correctly), along with some other social lubricants, but given that vorinostat is the one that undoubtedly had the biggest lasting changes for me he's clearly up top. I've spoken on vorinostat plenty so I'll leave that for now. But without a doubt he's no. 1 for that alone.
@Extra Chromosome, he's the one that got me so interested in 'heightmaxxing' so many years ago.
Yes, I was rather obsessed. Researched all kinds of stuff, learned a lot and came to find that I find biology quite interesting, especially the ability to engineer it to one's tastes. This later led to other interests like engineering my inhibition (lyrica, vorinostat, etc) or intellect (nootropics, cerebrolysin, etc).
No idea if that which I did helped, since I didn't take it for long (my mom found the peptides, she got rather upset and I had to call things off).
@Seth Walsh, I remember reading quite a lot of his theoretical threads (say on skincare) on his previous account (it had a rather robotic name, I think), but also on this account. I don't know, he's just always struck me as an intelligent, normal, if ambitious guy in this forum full of abnormal people. I guess it stuck.
@Ritalincel, this one's the hardest yet easiest to explain. He was the forum mascot, almost, for like five years. Just always there, never really saying anything intelligible (though I suppose that's normal here), but present.
I always recall a particular quote, not even from him, but someone else with this image:
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I might have to leave the last spot open, there's not one clear name that sticks out.
Few honorable mentions I suppose, all guys whose threads I had a lot of fun reading, or which otherwise pushed me into action, or that for whatever reason just stand out to me: @Wincel, @Deleted member 206, @Zeus, @Deleted member 2756, @TsarTsar444, @Lorsss, @tyronelite, @itsOVER, @Kingkellz, @Korea, @Blackout.xl, @Prettyboy, @enchanted_elixir, @PubertyMaxxer, @Bewusst, @Afrikancel, @Chad69, @CopeAndRope, @CupOfCoffee, @disillusioned, @eduardkoopman, @Lev Peshkov, @Mr_Norwood, @Over, @Petsmart, @RealSurgerymax, @RichardSpencel, @Rabbi, @Clavicular, @turkproducer -- and I could go on and on.
No doubt I missed many guys, and I didn't recall this many guys off the top off my head, but I figured this is a good portion of them. There's obviously lots of guys who I've had enjoyable, great even, experiences with too that I've left out (otherwise the list would get really long).
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Don't keep up with politics, by choice. But mostly left, I reckon, with some right, and conservative viewpoints. Take this with a huge grain of salt, I am very politically ignorant so I very well might've gotten things mixed up. It's not entirely clear to me the distinction between left, right, progressive, conservative, liberal, or authoritarian-- I don't know.
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I was gonna say something funny like, too long to say, but I'll guess I'll be serious for now-- nothing. Really. I hardly believe it myself, but I was thinking about what thing about this forum really riles me up, and nothing sticks out. Maybe I've been here so little the past few months that I've forgotten some of its ills. I don't know. I know the complaints about the user quality across time and such, but for me, in that respect, not much changed. We didn't start with the cream of the crop, so to speak, but it is worse, I agree.
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So you were 15 when you started posting here?Yes, I’m pretty much off the grid this year.
Not so much me not being here as me not being on the internet at all.
I’ll have to consider retirement since I could be back more regularly but the question’s whether I’d even want to.
It’s one thing to spend hours here during your teens but I’ll be 23 this year.
It’s not set yet— I’m very much still interested in looksmaxing but questioning whether my current role is best for me or the community.
Doesn’t mean I’ll leave, I doubt I could (totally), but I’d probably want to just organize some things like the yearly surveys and other incidental stuff.
I’ll think about it.
not obscure anymore but still i get the feelingOh yes, those threads I enjoyed writing.
I’ll probably keep writing those whenever some inspiration strikes. I re-read them from time to time.
It’s nice seeing something you put some time into exist and maybe even help people.
Like a carpenter who’s proud of some nice dinner table he’s made, but instead of my clients being a loving family moving in— it’s autistic teenagers on an obscure forum.
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Yes, you were talking to a hopelessly naive, cave dwelling 16 year old. Not that it's anything special, that's all you do on this forum nowadays.So you were 15 when you started posting here?
I actually saw an old thread of mine from 2019/2020 in which you responded, jfl I was talking to a 16 year old
Thoughts on me becoming a mod?
My previous application was blocked by that NumbThePain fag because he doesn't want a white mogger in power despite multiple mods vouching for me at the time
can you please allow me to view your profile so I can read your threads and draw inspiration from them? See how similar we are and stuffOh yes, those threads I enjoyed writing.
I’ll probably keep writing those whenever some inspiration strikes. I re-read them from time to time.
It’s nice seeing something you put some time into exist and maybe even help people.
Like a carpenter who’s proud of some nice dinner table he’s made, but instead of my clients being a loving family moving in— it’s autistic teenagers on an obscure forum.
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ah good luck with your future ventures broYes, you were talking to a hopelessly naive, cave dwelling 16 year old. Not that it's anything special, that's all you do on this forum nowadays.
He's still the guy in charge chef, I'm retired. Take it up with him.
I'll make it public.can you please allow me to view your profile so I can read your threads and draw inspiration from them? See how similar we are and stuff
Thank you so much! I really appreciate it and I'm sure others will as well!I'll make it public.
Isn't numb white ??So you were 15 when you started posting here?
I actually saw an old thread of mine from 2019/2020 in which you responded, jfl I was talking to a 16 year old
Thoughts on me becoming a mod?
My previous application was blocked by that NumbThePain fag because he doesn't want a white mogger in power despite multiple mods vouching for me at the time
Put it public , but don't let people comment on itI'll make it public.
It is what it is. I'd seen people leave for years, always quite sure I'd be one of them, eventually, but not no idea when or how.ah good luck with your future ventures bro
sad to see more people leave
Thanks for that suggestion, before I'd have an entire wall of shitposts on it, lol.Put it public , but don't let people comment on it
follow me back brahIt is what it is. I'd seen people leave for years, always quite sure I'd be one of them, eventually, but not no idea when or how.
If I were the same person I was years ago I would've stayed, but I'm not. You turn older, get different priorities, yada yada, the usual. (But just imagine actually spending your teenage years AND twenties in this place? Terrifying!)
Overall, I just want to spend less time on the internet (and have), thus I figured it's best I just take a step back.
With that said, I do enjoy writing stuff, so I very well may continue with that.
Thanks for that suggestion, before I'd have an entire wall of shitposts on it, lol.
Oh he was constantly abused over here. He didn’t have a good rep, and we constantly made fun of the guy.OG looksmaxorg user legend @Alexanderr
how was AstroSky treated on the forums back in 2019-2020?
Wat@Aox Ofwar stay up
follow me back brah
also i hope this thread did not influence you retiring in any way
ur pharma threads abt studying have been heping me ty
brutal dnr @AlexanderrOh he was constantly abused over here. He didn’t have a good rep, and we constantly made fun of the guy.
Maybe unjustly, but we figured we didn’t like someone popularizing ‘mewing’, probably for various reasons, like people thinking it was a cope (and AstroSky’s results being fraudulent— not caused by mewing) or maybe they thought it worked and didn’t want word to spread.
I remember he came and went a few times.
Looking back, he seemed like a somewhat well meaning if at times sensitive guy. Probably didn’t deserve so much abuse, but you know how this place is.