what does this say about me, am I fucked uped personality-wise, low self-esteem?

[Deleted member 4438]

every time when a truecel outs himself here and says "i am an abomination, 2/10" and stuff

and every time an ugly guy gets rated on rate me section, i insult him with joy "ugly my nigga"

and I get dopamines rush and short happyness out of it and i feel better and less worthless

What does that say about me?
I am really that fucked up mental? is my self esteem under the ground?

 

[Ritalincel]

jfl@u op

 

[Deleted member 7240]

jfl@u op

 

[RAITEIII]

every time when a truecel outs himself here and says "i am an abomination, 2/10" and stuff

and every time an ugly guy gets rated on rate me section, i insult him with joy "ugly my nigga"

and I get dopamines rush and short happyness out of it and i feel better and less worthless

What does that say about me?
I am really that fucked up mental? is my self esteem under the ground?

Its not that youre mentally fucked up its rather that u got fucked up so knowing u dont suffer alone makes u feel good

 

[Deleted member 2100]

It means youre lashing out at other people because you feel insecure/you dont like how your life has turned out.

 

[Deleted member 3177]

It means you're a normal person. Hate is trickle down. Everyone hates their inferior