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So this story is like most.
It was just my Mom and me till I was for 4 and I got a new family with my stepdad who is my real dad for me.
Obv coming from the balkans I had very strict rules and yeah lets say different things than house arrest as punishment
On too if that I grew up in a very strict christian religion so I also almost never went on a party or could make friends outside ,,my people‘‘ so I became a weirdo creepy looser on too of that I was also ugly af.
So beeing bullied was a byproduct ofc in the from being the outsider ALWAYS to being bullied in the 5th grade outsider again and again and again till the end of my graduation.
I was so ugly even people in the street asked my if I have a problem and why I am looking this way I am at them, girls laughed at my walk, people in the bus where talking about how ugly my appearance is. People in the bakery or in retail where unfriendly to me.
MY LIFE WAS HELL. I HATED IT. I CRIED SO OFTEN.
In the depths of all this I never really let it got to me ( on a deeper level yes sure) but I always stood my ground so they could have never taken it to far. I even got into a fight with my bully.
Ofc I also fell in love and thats where it happend. Beeing an insecure ugly looser I was obsessed with her and couldn’t accept the rejection I even prayed to whatever was out there that she would choose me eventually till I realized how little she yet cared about me. So I told myself I will never feel like this again and never have again btw.
I started watching TMF and Alex Costa and Alpha Male.
Got into Skin Hair Care etc. = bnrp
But tbh even tho people started to treat me differently I was still the insecure little weirdo.
My friends (yes I made some but they weren’t exactly the ultra popular ones either) my fam started seeing improvement in me and I felt better and had my little experience on alcohol with women here or there but never gone to bed with one.
After discovering the truth about red and black pill and improving many more aspects it got better yeah I can pull a mid one yeah people smile at me yeah I feel better.
But the pain is still there and that’s why I came back.
Better said I never left. I am 22 and I wasted my life till now.
I don’t know what is wrong with my face but I will give everything even do surgery to improve.
I LITERALLY DON‘T CARE ANYMORE.
It‘s not even about women no more or about getting back at them by beeing something they could never be (all the people who betrayed me, bullied me and talked behind my back)
It‘s about all of it I want them to regret what they did to me. What the world did to me.
I was just a kid when I realised how cruel the world really is when even your family treats you better cause you look better.
No kid should ever have to deal with that and this kind of damage - which I will carry my whole life.
I managed to go from sub 5 to I don’t know what. Someone who can at least be looked and hugged at without beeing grossed out.
I hope we all ascend and live out best lives if anybody really wants to join me on this journey and needs someone lets connect.
Everybody is welcome.
Somewhere in Germany, Bavaria
It was just my Mom and me till I was for 4 and I got a new family with my stepdad who is my real dad for me.
Obv coming from the balkans I had very strict rules and yeah lets say different things than house arrest as punishment
On too if that I grew up in a very strict christian religion so I also almost never went on a party or could make friends outside ,,my people‘‘ so I became a weirdo creepy looser on too of that I was also ugly af.
So beeing bullied was a byproduct ofc in the from being the outsider ALWAYS to being bullied in the 5th grade outsider again and again and again till the end of my graduation.
I was so ugly even people in the street asked my if I have a problem and why I am looking this way I am at them, girls laughed at my walk, people in the bus where talking about how ugly my appearance is. People in the bakery or in retail where unfriendly to me.
MY LIFE WAS HELL. I HATED IT. I CRIED SO OFTEN.
In the depths of all this I never really let it got to me ( on a deeper level yes sure) but I always stood my ground so they could have never taken it to far. I even got into a fight with my bully.
Ofc I also fell in love and thats where it happend. Beeing an insecure ugly looser I was obsessed with her and couldn’t accept the rejection I even prayed to whatever was out there that she would choose me eventually till I realized how little she yet cared about me. So I told myself I will never feel like this again and never have again btw.
I started watching TMF and Alex Costa and Alpha Male.
Got into Skin Hair Care etc. = bnrp
But tbh even tho people started to treat me differently I was still the insecure little weirdo.
My friends (yes I made some but they weren’t exactly the ultra popular ones either) my fam started seeing improvement in me and I felt better and had my little experience on alcohol with women here or there but never gone to bed with one.
After discovering the truth about red and black pill and improving many more aspects it got better yeah I can pull a mid one yeah people smile at me yeah I feel better.
But the pain is still there and that’s why I came back.
Better said I never left. I am 22 and I wasted my life till now.
I don’t know what is wrong with my face but I will give everything even do surgery to improve.
I LITERALLY DON‘T CARE ANYMORE.
It‘s not even about women no more or about getting back at them by beeing something they could never be (all the people who betrayed me, bullied me and talked behind my back)
It‘s about all of it I want them to regret what they did to me. What the world did to me.
I was just a kid when I realised how cruel the world really is when even your family treats you better cause you look better.
No kid should ever have to deal with that and this kind of damage - which I will carry my whole life.
I managed to go from sub 5 to I don’t know what. Someone who can at least be looked and hugged at without beeing grossed out.
I hope we all ascend and live out best lives if anybody really wants to join me on this journey and needs someone lets connect.
Everybody is welcome.
Somewhere in Germany, Bavaria
