alcoholicToad
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I’m 19 and I basically completely wasted my teenage years, there is honestly no question about it.
Anyway, my best friend has been acting very differently lately. No matter what time I ask to hang out with him, he has some form of “work” on (he works at a car dealership).
But his behaviour is different too, it’s like he’s become completely red-pilled. I know that might sound like a retarded thing to say, but I’ve noticed that his behaviour is completely different. He explained to me how he now believes “making a lot of money” will make him happy and fulfilled, and it was basically just this idea that everything else is a distraction and how people need to prioritise longterm goals in order to be truly happy longterm.
We used to fuck around a lot with random people in public, and no matter what we always had a good time. Now though, it feels like he’s a completely different person. Like today I tired hanging out with him and it really felt like the entire time he was judging me, I had a bit to drink and he looked uncomfortable the entire time (before he would’ve laughed at me and we would’ve walked around messing with random people).
I explained my own worldview to him too, how any promise of happiness in the future is most likely a scam created by our own minds to ensure the human race continues on, and he just laughed at me.
This has really fucked with my head, I feel like I’ve lost my best friend to some red-pilled bullshit. It literally felt like he was mocking my own worldview, because he’s somehow a changed person all of a sudden who takes more pride in himself or whatever the fuck.
I genuinely can’t tell if I’m overreacting, but it actually feels like it’s over. I basically wasted my teenage years, and now it feels like I’ve lost my best-friend because no matter what, he’s gonna refuse to have any fun since it apparently contradicts his “longterm goals” .
Thoughts?
Anyway, my best friend has been acting very differently lately. No matter what time I ask to hang out with him, he has some form of “work” on (he works at a car dealership).
But his behaviour is different too, it’s like he’s become completely red-pilled. I know that might sound like a retarded thing to say, but I’ve noticed that his behaviour is completely different. He explained to me how he now believes “making a lot of money” will make him happy and fulfilled, and it was basically just this idea that everything else is a distraction and how people need to prioritise longterm goals in order to be truly happy longterm.
We used to fuck around a lot with random people in public, and no matter what we always had a good time. Now though, it feels like he’s a completely different person. Like today I tired hanging out with him and it really felt like the entire time he was judging me, I had a bit to drink and he looked uncomfortable the entire time (before he would’ve laughed at me and we would’ve walked around messing with random people).
I explained my own worldview to him too, how any promise of happiness in the future is most likely a scam created by our own minds to ensure the human race continues on, and he just laughed at me.
This has really fucked with my head, I feel like I’ve lost my best friend to some red-pilled bullshit. It literally felt like he was mocking my own worldview, because he’s somehow a changed person all of a sudden who takes more pride in himself or whatever the fuck.
I genuinely can’t tell if I’m overreacting, but it actually feels like it’s over. I basically wasted my teenage years, and now it feels like I’ve lost my best-friend because no matter what, he’s gonna refuse to have any fun since it apparently contradicts his “longterm goals” .
Thoughts?
