what hurts me is how forgettable i am

[Deleted member 41006]

like i have no redeeming thing about me. i wish people would like to keep me as a memory. and not forget. memories are so sacred. why must i be trapped in this house of flesh. i wish i could be that boy she saw or spoke to. the one she regrets letting slip away. i want to be there. in your mind. its so brutal.

 

[Samsepioler]

yeah same tbh.

 

[Deleted member 41390]

like i have no redeeming thing about me. i wish people would like to keep me as a memory. and not forget. memories are so sacred. why must i be trapped in this house of flesh. i wish i could be that boy she saw or spoke to. the one she regrets letting slip away. i want to be there. in your mind. its so brutal.

Be dangerous

 

[Deleted member 41006]

yeah same tbh.

what do you do all day? what do you think about?

 

[Samsepioler]

what do you do all day? what do you think about?

i sleep 16h a day. i go to college and cope there. knowing whatever i do i will still be invisible and ingored tbh

 

[Deleted member 41006]

i sleep 16h a day. i go to college and cope there. knowing whatever i do i will still be invisible and ingored tbh

do the days blur into each other

 

[Samsepioler]

do the days blur into each other

yeah time too.

 

[Deleted member 41006]

yeah time too.

it feels good a little. eases the burden. you like it dont you. all the suffering. deep down.

 

[Samsepioler]

it feels good a little. eases the burden. you like it dont you. all the suffering. deep down.

i wouldnt call it suffering tbh. i dont have major problems in life like cancer or anything like that. all i get is ignored

 

[Deleted member 41006]

i wouldnt call it suffering tbh. i dont have major problems in life like cancer or anything like that. all i get is ignored

life in general is constant suffering. living to no means. especially as a shadow. how old are you?

 

[Samsepioler]

life in general is constant suffering. living to no means. especially as a shadow. how old are you?

17. i go to college. yeah i would say some philosophy bullshit about life. it has really zero meanings . theres no such thing as living n shit u get me? everythings controlled and u have no free will so ovaaaa

 

[Deleted member 41006]

17. i go to college. yeah i would say some philosophy bullshit about life. it has really zero meanings . theres no such thing as living n shit u get me? everythings controlled and u have no free will so ovaaaa

i remember being 17. im 19. it gets worse. and worse. if you dont plan on ascending kys tbh.

 

[Samsepioler]

i remember being 17. im 19. it gets worse. and worse. if you dont plan on ascending kys tbh.

no i plan on ascending jfl. i will never rope! just wait ill become better in 6 months n shit

 

[Dickdazzler]

like i have no redeeming thing about me. i wish people would like to keep me as a memory. and not forget. memories are so sacred. why must i be trapped in this house of flesh. i wish i could be that boy she saw or spoke to. the one she regrets letting slip away. i want to be there. in your mind. its so brutal.

yeah same tbh.

dont worry i love tyou all

 

[Deleted member 41006]

dont worry i love tyou all

this means so much