LTNDEPRESSEDLATINO
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Last year i got into a relationship at 23 that lasted 3 months (she was ugly ofc but skinny), and lost my virginity and had decent sex.
But things now are worse and all looks i get from foids are out of disgust or pity.
The things is, being hyper reactive and an observer just makes things worse, because i know how blackpill works, lookism and that my subhumanity is holding me back. Being 5'6" doesnt help either. Maybe i should focus on wealthmaxxing and forget about looks? By the time im 30-35 i will have decent income i dont know.
I wanna do ortognatic surgery, but its too expensive. Public healthcare in Brasil doesnt cover ortognatic for esthetical purposes only. It has to be functional and even so, it takes years to get it.
But things now are worse and all looks i get from foids are out of disgust or pity.
The things is, being hyper reactive and an observer just makes things worse, because i know how blackpill works, lookism and that my subhumanity is holding me back. Being 5'6" doesnt help either. Maybe i should focus on wealthmaxxing and forget about looks? By the time im 30-35 i will have decent income i dont know.
I wanna do ortognatic surgery, but its too expensive. Public healthcare in Brasil doesnt cover ortognatic for esthetical purposes only. It has to be functional and even so, it takes years to get it.
