What is death like I really want to taste it so bad

[reptiles]

What is the afterlife like if their is 1 what's it like will I regret after I rope or will I gain from it if I do die I hope to see ya guys on the other side what ever lies beyond I'm praying for my death tbh my inkling to die is so strong that i am planning ways to do it the only thing stopping me is that hell fear fuck you allha and fuck you Muslims for tramutazing me so I can't rope by still it's tempting to go to heaven we are after all just dreams in god's mind

 

[Deleted member 3073]

What is the afterlife like if their is 1 what's it like will I regret after I rope or will I gain from it if I do die I hope to see ya guys on the other side what ever lies beyond I'm praying for my death tbh my inkling to die is so strong that i am planning ways to do it the only thing stopping me is that hell fear fuck you allha and fuck you Muslims for tramutazing me so I can't rope by still it's tempting to go to heaven we are after all just dreams in god's mind