What is happening to me ? Ego dissolution ? Spiritual awakening help

[Htobrother]

Idk what happened if I’m experiencing ego death or some shit
But I have detached myself from nearly everything I always wanted to make lots of money etc and used to seek validation etc and really thought highly of females
Went out to get tons of iois and looks just to feel better about myself
Compared my self to other dudes and felt good when I Mogger them

now I realize I don’t have to compare myself to anyone it’s the ego which Is nothing but an illusion and separates you from your true divine self

now I think that’s all useless and Just want peace and not be bothered by anyone for ever


i am also cold as fuck and literally 0 emotions when someone reacts in some way my emotions are flat
Or when someone smiles at me it’s nothing for me

 

[Deleted member 4438]

you = subhuman

you never got any iois from anyone

 

[TITUS]

Seems you ascended, on the spiritual level only, you still subhuman.

 

[Htobrother]

Seems you ascended, on the spiritual level only, you still subhuman.

What is subhuman exactly

 

[chadison]

This is what happened to me about a year after getting blackpilled. If it was like my experience, it will turn into a great thing. You'll be able to control your emotions at a whim, which allows you complete control over yourself and your perspective, and greater manipulation in conversation with others as you have no ulterior motive.